High Heels and Sweatshirts

5 Months Old

2010-07-08T23:42:00.000-05:00

I think I've accepted the fact that I will constantly be uttering the words, "I can't believe she's already ____ old". I am quite the cliche. Time is moving so quickly and I just believe how big my baby girl is getting.

Olivia,

Just two weeks ago (your mom has been busy!), marked the 5 month mark from which my world was forever changed. In your short time on Earth, you've shown me more joy and love than I ever thought possible.

Last month you mastered rolling over, and just one day before your 5 month birthday, you decided to surprise us all by sitting up. And, not only for brief snippets of time - you are full fledged sitting baby! And, I had no idea how much that would change our world. You do not want to be reclined at all, and are often pulling yourself into a sitting position while in your bouncy seat or swing, so keeping you strapped in is more important than ever.

Your smile is so big, and you grin from ear to ear when mommy and daddy give you lots of kisses on your cheeks and belly. You love it when we makes faces and sing to you. The "Raindrops" song gets you everytime.

Phones, remotes and mommy's water bottle have become some of your favorite things to chew on. Really anything that we're drinking grabs your attention. You still LOVE to be outside and we try to take advantage when the weather isn't blistering hot.

For as rough of a start as you had (my poor reflux baby) mommy and daddy can't believe what a good-natured child you've turned out to be. I don't ever think you'll be much of a napper (we get a good one out of you every few days, but you're fond of the 30 minute cat naps - and they seem to be all you need), but you sleep so well at night, usually only waking once between 4:00 and 5:00.

From Father's Day - Your shirt says "Daddy does my hair"

When you get excited you love to grab either side of mommy's face or hair, pull me close, and give me a sort of open mouthed kiss all over my face and chin. The strength of your grip is astouding and forces me to keep up with trimming your nails so as not to do any permament damage. Grandma affectionately calls this "the claw". :)

Daddy and I are still in awe at the fact that we made such an incredible human being. You are truly the best thing we've ever done, and I hope that you'll always know how much we love you.

Updates

2010-07-08T11:58:00.004-05:00

So, I think it's pretty obvious that returning to work has grossly limited my blogging opportunites. Summertime = crazy busy for what I do. But, I have so much to fill you in on...

First of all, I want to give a huge thank you to those of you who sent out thoughts and prayers for my sick sister. Thankfully, she has made a full recovery, but 6 days in the hospital and a bacterial infection that spread from her blood into her kidneys and lungs, was so unbelievably scary. I had more than one breakdown in that time, but thankfully my mom was able to be by her side even though the rest of us weren't. And, even more exciting, my dad decided at the last minute to fly her in for the Fourth.

Speaking of which, Olivia's first Independence Day was a blast. We enjoyed a parade, strolled around Main St., went to a couple of parties, and played in the swimming pool. My child loves to be busy and look at new things, so I'm grateful for how well she adapts when we have a lot going on.

My little girl is almost 5 1/2 months and I'm well overdue for a 5 month post. She just finished fighting off her second bad cold/sinus infection, I'm sure a result of daycare germs, and is happier than ever. She has been sitting up by herself for weeks and is still quite the roly poly.

Life is busy as we plan for her Baptism this weekend (at least we'll get it in before she's 6 months, lol) and Josh's hernia surgery next week. Surviving as a "single parent" for a bit should be interesting.

I'll leave you with a quick picture Josh snapped of Olivia "painting" at daycare last week.

If You Pray...

2010-06-18T16:16:00.002-05:00

Please pray for my sister. She's being admitted to the hospital in Arizona after being previously treated for a bacterial infection. Apparently, the bacteria has made its way into her blood.

My mom is getting on a flight tonight, but I hate that I can't be with her right now. The only other thing I know to do is pray for her quick recovery and ask you to do the same.

Four Months Old

2010-05-25T07:56:00.000-05:00

I really can't believe it, but today my little angel is four months old. Where has the time gone? My heart breaks at the fact that we are a third of the way to her first birthday. She is growing up so fast. But, I can also say that she gets to be even more fun every single day. Her personality and smiles only get bigger. She really is such a joy and although it seems impossible, I love her more everyday.

What can I say about the last month other than it's been a whirlwind. I've returned to work, which I'd have to say hasn't been as miserable as I worried it would be, and we're settling into a bit of a routine.

I am consistently blown away at how Olivia takes in the world around her. She loves to keep busy and engage in new activities. So much so, that she has recently become easily distracted when eating. If someone else is in the room, she'll pull away and turn at the sound of their voice. And then, once they've stopped talking she's still sure to look back a few more times to see if they're still there. What's even crazier... Just a few days ago she rolled over for the first time!! She did it twice in a row from her back to her stomach. I couldn't believe it.

I just cannot say enough how much I love being her mother. It truly is one of life's greatest gifts and am so thankful for her health and happiness. And, while I've failed a bit in the picture department as these are a few weeks old (she's even bigger and her hair's even longer now), I still couldn't resist sharing them.

Arizona Help

2010-05-19T09:30:00.004-05:00

So... This is where I hope that by some serendipitous coincidence, I have a reader out there who can offer the perfect bit of advice in this situation.

See, my sister is moving to Arizona. I will, for a moment, put aside the fact that I have no idea how I'm going to deal with her living so far away. We're only 18 months apart, have always been very close, and have never gone any real length of time without seeing one another. But this isn't about me...

In any case, this is where I'm hoping for a little help. She will be working in the Tempe area, but is looking into living in either Tempe, Scottsdale or Phoenix. She will be renting an apartment, preferably a loft, and is at a bit of a loss as to where she wants to be. She will be flying down sometime in the next week to look at places and hopefully decide on a place. Anyone out there who has any advice, connections, recommendations PLEASE feel free to offer them. She could use all the help she can get.

Here's what we know so far:

Phoenix - Great selection of loft spaces at great prices, but more of an up and coming area. May not be the ideal location for her.
Tempe - College town. Will this single 27-year-old end up living near a bunch of drunken frat boys?
Scottsdale - Biggest drawback is probably price for what she wants and the fact that it's known for being a bit "uppity". May be the best in terms of "to do's" around town.

What she's looking for:

Location - Needs to be in a fun, safe area. She's is moving to Arizona not knowing anyone and would love to be in the middle of all the action.
Amentities - A community/high rise that includes a pool, possible a gym, etc. Once again, she's going to be meeting a lot of new people so an environment that facilitates that is a plus.
Preferably a loft style space with updates - granite countertops, newer fixtures, etc.

She has recently aquired the help of a local "apartment finder" if you will, and I think they've zoned in on North Scottsdale. Anyone have anything good or bad to say about the area? Other places to look? Recommendations for shopping, eating, etc?? And, if you just so happen to live in the area and are interested in making a new friend, let me know :).

The Wedding of the Year

2010-05-18T10:43:00.008-05:00

Just last weekend, my husband and I were lucky enough to participate in quite the wedding extravaganza.

Our little family got all dolled up and had a blast celebrating with friends and family.

I know, she's just too much...

You see, Josh's gorgeous sister, Sarah, married the always charming and charismatic, Blake. These two really are made for each other, and the day was something that won't soon be forgotten. I honestly feel so lucky to have been able to share the day with them.

And, while we're all jealous that they are currently soaking up the sun in Belize, we can relive that gorgeous day thanks to the talented people that assisted in documenting it.

Thankfully, Clary has much better photography skills than I, so hop on over to her blog and check them out.

And, the equally talented Gebbs Video has posted the video of their special day. Although, keep an eye out for their "Love Story" as well - one of the funniest and most romantic things I've ever seen.

Sarah & Blake- Ninja SDE ;) from GEBBS on Vimeo.

And, how about that ninja?!?!? That was totally for real by the way...

Congratulations to the new Mr. and Mrs. :)

You Know You're a Mom...

2010-05-10T10:13:00.004-05:00

When "double fisting" goes from holding a beer in each hand, to one bottle of beer for you and one bottle of breast milk for the baby...

10 Weeks Post Partum

2010-04-09T09:58:00.001-05:00

So, I'm putting it out there... My post baby body. I have always appreciated new moms who were willing to share, so here's my attempt at the same. Although, I have to admit, I may not be so brave if my stomach were covered in stretch marks. I was lucky enough to make it through without those battle scars.

I will say that I'm not at all ashamed of how I look after having a baby. I really worked hard to take care of myself while pregnant, and I'm happy to say that I think all of that hard work has paid off with a relatively easy transition post baby. Although, even if pregnancy had completely destroyed my body, it would have been more than worth it.

First are some pictures that I took at 8 weeks post partum.

Side note: It's obvious I'm a new mom because it has taken me that long to finish this post, lol.

At 8 weeks, my stomach was the only part of my body that didn't feel totally back to normal. It could use some more toning and definition, but I've been working on that and squeezing in an ab workout whenever possible.

And, now at 10 weeks post partum.

I'm getting there... You can still see a faint linea nigra, but otherwise my stomach is on its way back to pre-baby shape. The scale is officially back to my pre-pregnancy weight, or slightly under, and has been for awhile, but to be honest I don't obsess about it. I've even had quite a few people, including my husband, tell me that they think I'm even thinner than I was before I got pregnant. The scale isn't showing those kind of numbers, but I still love the compliment :).

And, I'd have to say, I'm definitely not one of those women who will walk away from pregnancy saying, "my body will just never be the same". I truly don't feel that way. Now, I've always had an hourglass shape that included some decent hips, so maybe that's part of it, but I fit into all of my regular clothes and I don't feel like my shape has changed significantly. Well, aside from the extra boobage, lol, but that isn't permanent. Of course, I hear it gets harder to bounce back with each baby and we definitely want more (God willing) so I may be singing a different tune next time.

I started easing back into a workout routine at about four weeks post partum. By six weeks, and with the doctor's clearance, I was doing my best to get in three days a week of exercise. And, on those remaining days, Olivia and I try to get out of the house as much as possible. We go for long walks when the weather's nice, and when it's not so nice we've done quite a bit of mall walking. I just make it a priority to stay active.

For those who are interested, my workouts usually consist of 45 minutes to an hour on the elliptical (so glad we bought that thing) or a workout DVD with weights. Occasionally, I make it up to the gym for one of my favorite classes. I squeeze them in when I happen to have a babysitter for a little while or while Olivia's taking a rare nap. And let's not forget all of those extra calories burned by breastfeeding, thankyouverymuch.

It's going to get even harder to find the time for exercise when I go back to work (just over one week left... :tear:), because spending all my spare time with my daughter is of course my number one priority, but I'm glad that I don't have a huge mountain of weight loss to climb.

As far as how Olivia is doing at 10 weeks old... She couldn't be more of an angel. She is all smiles and everyone who meets her comments on how alert she is. She is always looking around and taking in her environment. One lady at the mall this week noticed her looking at everything around her and told me I have smart one on my hands. Well, I sure think so :).

We also transitioned her into the crib for night time sleep last week, and she's been doing so great. At about 6:00 am she gets pretty restless and then comes to bed with mommy for a bit, but otherwise she has taken to the change beautifully. Despite my efforts, she still isn't ready for napping in the crib though. She isn't much of a napper anyway when compared to other newborns, but for now my best bet is still the swing, putting her in a carrier, or laying down with her tummy to tummy. At this age, I'm all for doing what works. She'll let me know when she's ready for more structured nap times.

As you can imagine, motherhood has been a blissful journey. I love her more than I can describe, and Josh and I are continually amazed that we created such a beautiful human being. I have one more glorious week with her before I return to work, and I plan on enjoying every single moment.

Olivia's First Easter

2010-04-05T10:35:00.009-05:00

There is something about celebrating a holiday that makes my new role as a parent that much more obvious. Traditions are the same, yet my perception of them is now so different. My life so much fuller... It's as if I'm seeing things through a new pair of glasses. Colors are brighter, my laugh is richer and life is good.

We had a wonderful weekend celebrating Olivia's first major holiday since her birth - Easter, of course. I had an excuse to get my daughter all dolled up, and we were fortunate to enjoy the gorgeous weekend weather with our families.

Posing for a picture with PaPa and CC.

Olivia's first clue in the hunt for her Easter basket.

Mom and Dad were there to assist in its detection. As was cousin Braden, of course :).

Our happy little family.

Lots of smiles with CC and Aunt Abby.

And, the smiles continued on Sunday while playing with Aunt Becky.

Hanging with Great Grandma.

Four generations get a picture.

And, another four generations get one as well.

Playing on the swing with Grandma.

Taking a nap with Aunt Jessie.

And, some chill time with Dad as the weekend wound down.

It was a very busy weekend for someone only 10 weeks old, but what a joyous one at that. There is nothing like a little quality family time to remind you to count your blessings and appreciate the little things. I can't wait for many more years of memories with our daughter.

I hope everyone had a safe and happy holiday!

The Best Part of My Day

2010-03-31T13:04:00.001-05:00

And, that little fist grabbing my shirt... Totally melts my heart.

Bath Time

2010-03-25T11:31:00.004-05:00

Yep, I am one of those mothers. The kind that thinks her child is absolutely perfect in every way.

A few shots that Josh has managed to get of our little one at bath time.

Because while I may be biased, could that little face get any more angelic!?!?!

And, thank you Aunt Jessie, for my awesome bath towel :).

Life is good :).

Breastfeeding Miscellany

2010-03-11T14:09:00.003-06:00

Due to a variety of comments on my last post, I'd thought I would elaborate on my nursing situation. For those of you without children, I apologize, as this is probably of no interest to you. Feel free to come back later.

First of all, I realize how lucky I am to be able to make enough milk for my daughter. I am very aware that many women have quite the opposite "problem" and I should be thanking my lucky stars for my good fortune. However, that is not to say that my oversupply issues, which are very real, do not present an entirely different set of concerns, which include:

Fighting off multiple occurrences of mastitis
Major engorgement and swelling
An almost constant need to pump
Passing multiple burst capillaries through my breast, which most easily explained is blood that comes out in my breast milk due to damage done inside the breast, as a result of my overproduction.
Attempting to help my daughter, with severe reflux, learn to manage the flow/forceful let down
Nipples that sometimes more closely resemble hamburger meat due to my child's smacking and tongue movement which has become her attempt at slowing down the flow of breast milk.

It is in no way my intention to make light of moms who struggle to make enough milk for their children, but rather to make light of my own situation. Whether you make a ghastly amount of milk or struggle for a mere ounce, breastfeeding is hard work and we're all doing the best we can.

As far as what I did to build my milk supply? Absolutely nothing. I have no idea why I make as much milk as I do... I had to start pumping the first week just to manage my discomfort. Currently, I am doing everything possible to lower my milk supply in an effort to make it more manageable for me and for my daughter.

I think we all do the best we can given our individual circumstances... I am simply sharing mine with you.

Over Supply...

2010-03-09T09:22:00.004-06:00

Did I mention that I make a lot of milk??

Because I think some people are skeptical when I mention that we had to purchase a deep freeze just to have a place to store all of it.

Obviously, I wasn't kidding...
And, this is only after six weeks people.

At this rate, Olivia may be drinking breast milk well into her teen years, :).

To say that the breast pump and I are well acquainted would be a bit of an understatement, but I guess it's better than the alternative.

Bliss...

2010-03-07T09:53:00.004-06:00

Post Partum Tidbits

2010-03-02T09:03:00.001-06:00

As we're adjusting to life at home with our little one, I'd thought I'd share some of my thoughts and experiences regarding the first month home with a newborn:

1.) It's a lot harder than anybody tells you. Seriously... And, harder in a different way than you think. It's just something you can't possibly be prepared for, no matter how many books you read (and believe me, I've read most of them) or how much information you accumulate. You just have to become a parent and find out for yourself. Unfortunately, I've had to also fight the battle of comforting a baby with reflux (more on that later) which thankfully not every new mom has to deal with, but still...

2.) Having a baby with reflux is quite a mountain to climb - getting medications right, comforting them when they're starving but it hurts to eat, or when they're tired but can't sleep. It breaks your heart to see them in any kind of pain. Thankfully, Olivia is now appropriately medicated and doing much better :).

3.) You will love your child more than you ever thought possible. And, when you're having a rough day and are tempted to throw a pity part for one, you'll see her smile and remember how blessed you really are.

4.) The baby blues are very real. After delivery your hormones are adjusting, causing many new moms to experience something worse than menopause, and let me tell you, I certainly did. Josh would call me on the phone and I would just start crying, Olivia would cry and so would I. And then, if you're at all like me, you start asking yourself, "Oh my God, is this the beginning of post partum depression? Am I experiencing post partum depression? Should I call the doctor!?!?!" I laugh at myself now, and obviously what I was experiencing is totally normal, but new moms beware: you may feel quite out of sorts the first week or two at home, after the initial high wears off. Don't worry, it's doesn't last long.

5.) If you ate sensibly and continued being active throughout your pregnancy, you will lose the baby weight. I gained about 37 pounds throughout my pregnancy. I came home from the hospital 20 pounds lighter. Within 10 days, I had lost 33 pounds. I finally got the courage to try on my pre-pregnancy jeans last week, and what do you know, they fit!! So, if you're keeping track, I have about 4 pounds left to lose to get back to my pre-pregnancy weight. However, since I'm betting about 3 of those pounds are in my ginormous boobs (I wish I was kidding), by all accounts, I'd say I'm doing pretty well.

6.) Breastfeeding is awesome. Now, don't get me wrong, it's also a lot of work. I have faced quite a few challenges including mastitis, a huge milk supply coupled with a baby who was having trouble eating for the first few weeks, thus a need to pump quite a bit and the gamut of engorgement and sore nipples - but, when that baby latches on, coos in pure contentment and reaches her hand up, resting that tiny baby fist on your chest...there is nothing like it in the whole world. Everything they say about breastfeeding being such a bonding experience is true, and I love it.

7.) Whatever gadget they hate one week, they'll love the next (and vice versa). Like the swing that, in the beginning, couldn't keep Olivia content for more than five minutes, suddenly started calming her into sleep when nothing else would work. Or all of the carriers that she HATED for the first few weeks of life. Then, one day, after trying everything else to calm her (including the swing - you guessed it, she hates it again) you decide to give the BabyBjorn another try. And, what do you know, she falls right to sleep for a long three hour nap. Lately, it's one of the only places she'll sleep for an extended period of time.

8.) Being able to squeeze in a shower and a blow dry in a day is a HUGE victory. As is, doing virtually anything around the house including dinner and laundry.

9.) Being able to actually eat dinner WITH your spouse is a thing of the past. Like a lot of babies, Olivia's fussiest time of the day happens at about 5:00 to 7:00 pm. So, when Josh gets home from work we're usually eating and entertaining our little one in shifts. Most of our quality time together is spent sleeping, lol.

10.) Your bedtime will be earlier than it has been since you were 12. Honestly, 9:00 pm is about my limit and plenty of nights I've been in bed by 8:00. With a newborn, you'll take all the sleep you can get.

What else can I say except life is good, and things are really starting to come together around here. We've started getting out of the house a bit more and have been working on doing a walking tour of some local malls. I'm anxious for the weather to warm up so we can get outside a bit.

Olivia is a joy, smiling and cooing up a storm. They really do grow and change so incredibly fast. Every week she is doing something new, and I find myself already looking back on her newborn photos in awe of how much she's grown. I am doing my best to cherish each and every moment...

Proud Mama!

2010-02-26T12:11:00.005-06:00

Some awesome newborn photos that Mike at MNC Photography was kind enough to take of our little angel...

Olivia Photos

And, don't get me wrong, I think our little girl is beyond precious, but how talented is our photographer!?!?

Birth Story - Part Two

2010-02-23T11:16:00.002-06:00

Once it has been determined that I am officially being admitted to the hospital, my mom begins pushing for the IV to get the antibiotics into my system for the Group B Strep. The sooner I finish the IV the sooner I can move about, and the doctor wants them administered 4 hours prior to delivery, so it's time to get things moving...

Things get a bit hazy at this point as the pain really starts to pick up. I'm breathing heavily through each contraction with a low guttural moan often escaping my lips. Josh is on one side of the bed, my mom is on the other and as a contraction hits I grab one hand from each of them, close my eyes and begin breathing and moaning through the pain.

Slowly but surely, I'm getting through each contraction and suddenly a big one hits. And, as it starts to come down, I feel the intensity rise up again and realize that I'm about to have one contraction right on top of another. Unfortunately, Olivia didn't handle the intensity so well. My mom sees her heart rate drop on the monitor and calmly tells me to turn onto my left side. As I roll over, two nurses come into the room, and while they are speaking to me in a calm voice, I can tell that they're panicked. The oxygen mask is quickly placed over my nose, and I'm encouraged to take long deep breaths. Thankfully, Olivia's heart rate rebounds, but they obviously want to keep monitoring things for a bit. Quite scary and I'm hoping that doesn't happen again...

At some point, my IV is started and I'm transferred from triage to a birthing room. I'm still in the bed, but I've got my support team on either side of me and I'm introduced to my labor nurse, Jane, who may as well have had a halo around her head. She was amazing - kind, intelligent and warm - exactly the kind of person you want by your side at a time like this.

She wants to keep the saline in the IV for now, because in her experience, natural births just go smoother when you stay hydrated. Since I can't really imagine moving my body at this point and I trust her instincts, we go ahead with that plan and I continue laboring in the bed for a bit.

As the pain gets more intense and my reaction to it gets louder, Jane asks me if I want to move and I tell her that yes, I do. I want to get on that birthing ball. So she unhooks me from the IV, and I get situated. I'm sitting on the ball facing the bed (which Jane has lowered so I can lean on my forearms), Josh is sitting behind me putting counterpressure on my lower back, and my mom is leaning over the other side of the bed so I can grasp both of her hands through each contraction.

Folks, in this position is where I felt, what has to be the most intense pain of my life. My voice was literally shaking as I was groaning through the contractions. It was as if I wanted to jump outside of my own skin - escape my own body that was overwrought with pain. The best way I can describe it, my pelvis felt like a wishbone that someone was trying to pull into two pieces. I remember thinking that I hoped to God I was in transition because if this was the worst of it, I could survive. Otherwise, Lord help me...

But, it was also in this moment that I felt more love pouring from either side of me than I can even begin to describe. They - my mom and my husband - were rooting for me, encouraging me, loving me. I could feel them wanting to take the pain away from me, but they were with me in it, letting me draw from their strength and helping me to push forward. My mother holding my grasp reminding me to breathe, and Josh in my ear telling me what an amazing job I was doing. I'll never forget it or their support...

And, then there's the increasingly brief moments between the contractions. It is the strangest sensation, but I could literally feel the endorphins rushing through my body relaxing me. My muscles would go limp and I probably looked almost asleep. I also felt exhausted, but I knew my body was working to allow for as much recovery in between contractions as possible. And, I gladly took it.

As I'm laboring, I am suddenly feeling intense pressure and the urge to push. I am, of course, encouraged to do nothing of the sort just yet, but as the next contraction hits, I can feel my body involuntarily bearing down. And, then...a loud POP! My water finally broke! And, the first words out of my mouth to my husband sitting behind me are, "Josh, oh my God, your shoes!" Thankfully, his shoes were fine :).

Jane then has me lean back into Josh's arms while still on the birthing ball as she checks my progress and announces that I'm at 8 to 9 cms - I imagine the strange angle made it hard to be exact. Once I here that number, I want to jump for joy because I know we're getting close and I am definitely in the throes of transition. This is supposed to be the worst of it and I'm hanging in there. I can do this!

While I had no sense of time at this point, it must have been about 8:00 pm - I've been at the hospital for 3 hours and in labor for 12 1/2. I continue swaying on the birthing ball with my labor support team in position. At some point, I'm aware that my OB has entered the room (It was actually one of her partners, whom I also love. Since I didn't get to the hospital until about 5:00 pm and she was the one on call, she was there for the delivery). I remember seeing her in the room and thinking, "What? Am I that close to pushing out this baby!?!?!"

A few more contractions come and go and I keep having this involuntary urge to bear down. Jane suggests that I go ahead and get into the bed and try a couple of pushes. She adjusts things accordingly, hooks up the squat bar and I assume the position. If I remember correctly, they checked me again and I only had a lip of cervix remaining.

To be honest, at first, I was almost afraid to push. Am I doing this right? Am I going to destroy my girly bits? Am I ready to push out this possibly huge baby? Oh my God, is this really happening!?! But, once I'd gotten over my initial fears, I have to say, it felt so good to finally have somewhere to channel my energy and pain. And, Jane said basically those exact words to me. She told me that this was no longer just happening to me, but I was now an active participant in bringing my baby into this world. Boy, was she right! And, while I know there is much debate on the subject of whether or not finally being able to push is a relief, and for many women it isn't... For me, that was 100 percent the case.

After a few pushes, the doctor checks me again to make sure that that last lip of cervix is gone and it is. Ladies and gentleman, here we are - the moment of truth. It's time for me to bring my baby girl into the world.

I'm pushing in the squatting position and holding onto the bar. As each contraction ends, I sit on the edge of the bed and get a bit of relief before the next one comes. Initially, I'm moaning and groaning through the pushing, but Jane encourages me to hold all that in and use that energy to push. So, the next contraction comes and I do just that. We stay in this position for a bit, until my legs get tired from the up and down, at which point I lean back a bit and rest my legs on the bar.

As the contractions come, my mom holds one leg, Jane holds another and Josh is right there in my ear, brushing the hair from my face and holding a cold washcloth to my chest. And, in those transcendent moments a contraction comes and I reach deep down and push with everything I've got. I closed my eyes and just went for it - no fear. And, resounding in my head were the voices of two people I love more than anything. Josh kept telling me what an amazing job I was doing and how proud he was of me. My mom was in my ear saying, "Harder, harder - push harder - she's almost here... Now take a deep breath and push again! Lisa, you're doing so great!" Those words were everything to me.

I knew we were really close when the doctor announced that Olivia had a full head of dark hair! I should have known, just like her mommy as a baby... I was feeling the "ring of fire" as they call it, but to be honest it wasn't as terrible as I would have imagined. I felt things stretching as Olivia descended and the doctor was doing her best to help things along. As I was waiting for the next contraction, the doctor encouraged me to take as quick of a breath as possible and keep pushing. So, I did just that.

And, when the next contraction came I gave it everything I had and I felt my daughter coming into this world. As that contraction stopped and I waited for the next one, I could barely even lean back - she was right there and I knew it. So, when another contraction quickly came, I went for it once again. One big push and I felt, what must have been her head. A quick breath and another push, and I gave birth to the most beautiful thing I've ever seen. At 9:03 pm, after 30 minutes of pushing, my baby girl was here.

They held her up and I was filled with such exhilaration and awe. I first commented on how big she was (she had the most adorable state puff marshmallow arms and legs) and that I thought she looked like me (after reflecting on some baby pictures, we would later realize just how true this was). I was too ecstatic to even cry. This was my daughter! And, she was healthy and beautiful and I did it. I don't know if I've ever felt more amazing or been more proud in my whole life.

Josh cut the cord and they immediately placed Olivia on my chest. Josh and I just kept staring at her in wonder. This beautiful baby that we've been waiting to meet for 9 months, this baby we made. We were looking at her... There is just nothing like that moment.

In the meantime, the doctor was tugging on the remainder of the umbilical cord in an attempt to deliver the placenta. She asked me to give a bit of a push, at which point, I was like, "What! I don't know if I have it in me." But, one tiny push and out it came. And, then my OB gave me probably the strangest compliment I've ever received when she told me I had one of the best looking placentas she'd ever seen. Seriously... She even showed it to me and said it probably weighed 5 pounds. Awesome :).

I was then given some shots of a local anesthetic and the doctor went to work repairing my second degree tear. Thankfully, it was pretty mild and only through the first layer of skin. It was my biggest fear about delivery and I still can't believe how minor it was with my daughter's 14 1/2 inch head. I grimaced when I felt a few pricks and there was a bit of pulling while the stitches were going in, but all in all, it was pretty quick and painless. I was also given some Pitocin in my IV to help my uterus contract.

In the midst of all this, Josh and I continue staring at our daughter for what feels like an eternity. Then, my mom helped me to get Olivia latched on and we tried out breastfeeding a bit. Thankfully, she took to it well, and we finally let Jane get her cleaned up and do all the necessary medical tidbits (length, weight, Apgar, etc.). She quickly gave us back our beautiful baby wrapped up like a burrito, and we basked in the joy of parenthood.

Once situated, we were excited to get our families in to see Olivia. My mom retrieved the rest of the grandparents from the waiting room to see their granddaughter, followed by the rest of our siblings. It was so incredibly special that every single one of them made it to the hospital that night. I think we had eleven people in that birthing room, in addition to our little family and the flashbulbs were going!

Looking back, I don't even know how to explain the emotional high of that night. I just kept saying over and over, "I can't believe I did it... I can't believe I did it!" And, I was continually thanking everyone in the room - my doctor, Jane, my mom and Josh. I know that each one of those people made it possible for me to have the birth experience that I did, and I am so indebted to them, their love, and their skill for being a part of it. I take nothing away from what I accomplished, but I also know that I couldn't have done it alone.

In the hours that followed there was food (chicken fingers and French fries, because I earned it!!), adoration (it blows your mind how much time you can spend staring at one tiny person), we got settled in our room and finally tried to get some sleep around 2:00 am.

Your whole world really does change in that moment, and your heart fills with more love than you ever thought possible. My husband is the love of my life, and our daughter is the culmination of that love. Simply...life is good and blessed, and I am happy.

Birth Story - Part One

2010-02-07T12:30:00.003-06:00

After my testing at the hospital on Thursday night, Josh and I headed home destined for a very low key weekend. I stayed home from work on Friday, my due date came and went with very little fanfare, and we spent Saturday and Sunday relaxing and running a few last minute errands in the hopes that we would be meeting our little girl soon. I went to bed Sunday somewhat anxious for our growth ultrasound and doctor's appointment the next morning.

Monday morning, I rolled over and glanced at the clock at about 7:30. As I laid there, I noticed a slight cramping feeling. Different than the contractions that I'd been having over the past few days, but I wasn't sure if it was really anything at all. So, I continued to relax in bed while I waited for Josh to open his eyes. Wouldn't you know it by 8:00 am, I had felt a couple more of these early contractions at about 10 minutes apart.

After Josh is up and moving about, I casually mention, "I think I might be having some real contractions." The look on his face was priceless. I think he wanted to panic, but I quickly followed up by telling him that I really didn't know if this was anything, they could stop at anytime and we should just continue with our morning as scheduled. Our appointment wasn't until 10:30, so I went about getting a shower, made sure I had everything packed, etc. Josh thought twice about getting on the elliptical, but I said, "what else are you gonna do - stare at me for 2 hours?" By 10:00 am, we were both showered and ready to go, the car was packed with all of the necessary hospital essentials (just in case) and we were off.

Our growth ultrasound was relatively uneventful, other than the fact that they estimated Miss Olivia to be 9 lbs. 7 oz. - oh dear God!! Fluid levels and all other measurements looked fantastic, and we headed upstairs to see the doctor. Of course my blood pressure was a bit elevated (they should really just surprise you with it, so you don't have the chance to work yourself up), but after a few more checks it was fine. I am now dialated 2 cms, which the doctor stretched to 3 cms, and they want to hook me up to the monitors for a bit before we head off. Keep in mind, I'm still having contractions anywhere from 5 to 8 minutes apart at this point. They're definitely uncomfortable, but I can still talk through them.

After about 30 minutes on the monitors, the baby looks great and they allow Josh and I to head off. Before leaving, I ask my doctor if it's possible for these contractions to just stop, and she told me that with this being my first baby, yes, that was definitely a possibility. To be honest, no one seemed concerned that I might have this baby anytime soon.

Upon leaving the office, I was pretty sure that I didn't want to go sit at home. First, Josh and I grabbed a bite to eat and after tossing around a few ideas, I decided that I just wanted to go walk around the mall. It would give me something to look at as a distraction and I could get my body moving to see if these contractions were really going anywhere. So at about 2:00 pm, into the mall we went.

At this point, I think I knew that the contractions were getting a bit stronger, but I was still anticipating their abrupt end and our return home, still pregnant. So, Josh and I basically just started strolling through the mall. Every 6 minutes or so (Josh is still timing things) our walk slows to a crawl and I grab Josh's hand as a contraction hits. I am now having trouble talking through them as well. This continues on for about 2 hours, believe it or not. We walk around both levels of the mall and begin making our way through Macy's.

Nearing the end of our walk-athon, I'm starting to realize that things are intense (contractions are anywhere from 2 1/2 to 4 1/2 minutes apart) and walking is becoming difficult. We're passing through Macy's and I suddenly see a huge stand alone dressing room. I make Josh follow me in and I proceed to get down on all fours while I make Josh put pressure on my lower back. I stay there for two contractions and realize that something needs to change.

At this point, I make yet another phone call to my mother, who happens to work at the hospital where we're delivering and is also the other half of my labor support team. I've been communicating with her all day, but I'm now finally convinced that this could be the real deal. And, when I told her that contractions now felt like my pelvis was splitting into two pieces, I think she was convinced as well. Looking back, I really can't believe I was considering it, but at the time, I was wondering whether I should head back home to continue laboring or get to the hospital. I just had a fear in the back of mind that I would be one of those women to arrive to Labor and Delivery only to find out she's still at 3 cms. However, since rush hour traffic was quickly approaching and I couldn't imagine the long car ride home through my contractions (we were only minutes from the hospital) we made the decision to head over to L & D.

We parked, took the elevator up, and my mom met us at the admitting desk at approximately 4:45 pm. I had to pause through a couple of contractions while answering some questions and filling out a bit of paperwork, but I'm still managing the pain quite well at this point. Labor and Delivery is bustling, so they move us to a triage room in order to get me checked out. I get hooked up to a couple of monitors, and at 5:00 pm a nurse comes in to check me and declares that I am in fact at 5 cms. Thankfully, some progress and it appears that I'm here to stay.

Part Two coming soon...

She's Here!

2010-01-30T11:22:00.004-06:00

Since I've already updated every other online medium, I thought I'd better post one here, lol.

For those who haven't heard Olivia Marie entered the world Monday, January 25th at 9:03 pm, weighing 9 lbs. 3 oz., 22 inches long.

She is the most beautiful thing I've ever seen and my heart bursts everytime I look at her. My love for her is already indescribable.

My birth story (sans epidural) is actually a pretty great one and I look forward to having the chance to share it with you. Unfortunately, there isn't much that can pull me away from my daughter at this point, but I promise it's coming.

We're getting settled in at home, and doing our best to savor every minute of a time in life that I know will pass much too quickly. God has given us life's greatest gift and I thank him everday for my beautiful daughter.

And, to all of you out there thinking of us and wishing us well, your virtual support means the world to me, so thank you :).

40 Weeks and Some Progress

2010-01-22T11:13:00.005-06:00

Yes, I'm still pregnant... But, I did have quite an interesting doctor's appointment yesterday afternoon.

Same old, same old - aside from the fact that little one can feel free to join the rest of us on the outside whenever she chooses. I get there and they weigh me (I lost a pound), do a urine check (no protein) and then they take my blood pressure (normally about 120/80). Hmmm... Unfortunately my blood pressure is high this time - 140-something over 80-ish (I can't remember exact numbers). I am feeling a bit jittery (maybe I should have eaten more than toast and a banana) and nervous about what progress I am or am not making, but still... They check it a second time and it's still a bit high.

So, they tell me to wait for the doctor and I of course started freaking out, although Josh is continually telling me things will be fine. I'm well aware that they're going to now be worried about preeclampsia and the dreaded I-word is going to be discussed sooner than I'd like. Don't get me wrong, if this baby is in any type of distress, you go ahead and take her right now by any means necessary. But, for a woman hoping for an intervention free birth, induction is like a death sentence, and I just wanted to make sure that we weren't jumping the gun on anything.

So, my wonderfully kind doctor comes in the room and sees the distress on my face. She immediately tells me that we're not going to induce today, but we need to run some extra tests. First off though, she proceeds with my internal exam. My cervix is softer than last week, but still no dialation or effacement -ugh! I try not to get discouraged. We then discuss our plan of action...

Because I have no protein in my urine, I've lost a pound (not exactly a sign of retaining extra fluid), and other than my ankles I don't appear to be swollen (she said most women with preeclampsia have a clearly swollen face and nose) she really doesn't think I'm preeclamptic. However, she is sending me over to Labor and Delivery to be monitored. They'll continue to monitor my blood pressure, check the baby's activity to make sure she's not in distress, do another urine sample and test my blood. If everything looks good, I can go home until Monday. Oh, and she also told me working and working out are dunzo. And, lastly, to rule out toxemia I'm going to have to collect my urine for a straight 24 hours. Awesome!

At this point, Josh and I head over to Labor and Delivery. I pee in a cup (again), get hooked up to all the monitors, someone comes to draw blood, etc. Basically, everything looks fantastic. My blood pressure is back to normal, the baby is moving around like crazy (the nurse even commented "I wish they all looked this good"), and all of the tests are coming back fine. And, it turns out I'm actually having contractions the whole time - anywhere from 5 to 10 minutes apart. Hmmm...

Once we're finished with everything, it's been about 2 1/2 hours. The nurse comes in and asks me if I'm interested in being checked again since I've been having some decent contractions, and she can even initiate some massage/membrane stripping if I'm hoping to get things moving. At this point, I don't think this baby ever wants to come out so I take her up on her offer. Wouldn't you know it, I'm now 1 cm dialated and 70% effaced. Hail Mary, some progress...

Olivia is still up kind of high and needs to descend into the pelvis (what else is new), so we discussed some positioning (hands and knees, sit on the ball, lay on my left side) to do at home and I'm sent on my merry way. Of course, I'm doing all of these things already, but hopefully the contractions will help her to move down.

Josh and I head home, eat a little dinner, relax on the couch and wouldn't you know it...I'm still having contractions!! Totally bearable and sometimes barely noticeable, but they're definitely there. While only a few woke me up throughout the night, I'm assuming they continued as I was still having them upon waking this morning. So as of right now contractions are still present, although I'm not really timing them as most are pretty mild. I just hope that my body is doing its thing. To be honest, I'm afraid to even say the words contraction or early labor because I'm afraid that it will all suddenly stop!

If I make it until Monday, we have a growth ultrasound scheduled and then another doctor's appointment. If my blood pressure is elevated again, I'm not sure if she'll let me go much longer. But, in the hope that it's not, I have another appointment and non-stress test schedule for next Thursday. I certainly hope I'm still not pregnant then, but it's not really something I can control. Time will tell...

In the meantime, if anyone has some baby dust to throw out there, I'd sure love to meet my daughter sooner rather than later :).

39 Weeks

2010-01-15T11:12:00.006-06:00

Folks, we are in the home stretch. It is totally surreal. Josh and I just keep looking at each other saying, "we're going to have a daughter..."

First off, I'll share some pics that I never got around to posting at 36 1/2 weeks. I was definitely starting to feel "really" pregnant.

And, some more current ones at 39 weeks. I apologize for the poor image quality - I still take these with my point and shoot.

At this point, I'm pretty uncomfortable. Not, "get her out now" uncomfortable, but I'd rather wear lounge pants and a t-shirt than just about anything else, getting dressed (let's not even talk about shoes and socks) is a ridculously long process, and movement in general is strained.

Sometimes, she'll be stretching out in the middle of the night and I'll wake up from feeling like my organs are being shifted around. Then, it's even weirder when I'll go to roll over, and her protuding feet (on my left side) hit the pillow and nudge her butt over (on my right side). She's running out of room in there for sure.

As far as doctor's visits and progress... At my 38 week appointment, I left feeling a bit bummed when the doctor informed me that this little lady hadn't descended into my pelvis AT ALL and I tested postive for Group B Strep. Now, I'm not going to link to any internet information on GBS because I've been there, done that and all of those worst case scenario stories are simply frightful. Basically, 25% to 40% of women carry the GBS bacteria in their bodies, and while it isn't harmful to me, it could be harmful to the baby.

Therefore, I need to be at the hospital at least 5 hours prior to delivery in order to get 2 doses of IV antibiotics into my bloodstream, 4 hours apart. Those antibiotics then have time to pass to little Olivia, and she will be protected while passing through the birth canal. If for some reason I don't get to the hospital in time to get both doses of antibiotics?? Then, they'll have to give them to Olivia after delivery. Although, this being my first baby and being prepared for a somewhat lengthy labor, I'm not necessarily anticpating an issue with time.

I was a bit freaked out about the whole thing at first, but after talking with my doctor at length (in all her years of practice she's only had one baby that didn't do well with the GBS and there were already problems in utero due to it) and many friends who tested positive and had wonderful births, I'm feeling informed and ready to go. But, how will the positive GBS diagnosis affect my birth plan?

For one, I'll definitely have to be hooked up to a Hep-Lock IV. This isn't a big deal because while I didn't want the continuous IV throughout labor, I was fine with them running the line in case of an emergency. Two, I hope the constant worry of the time constraint doesn't mess with my mind too much in early labor. Meaning, I want to labor at home as long as possible before going to the hospital. Now, that I have that 5 hour window hanging over my head will I end up at the hospital too early? Time will tell... In the meantime, there are more important obstacles to overcome like this baby not going too far past her due date so I can avoid induction. Which brings me to my 39 week doctor's appointment...

Thankfully, Olivia has started to descend lower into my pelvis. She isn't yet fully engaged, but the doctor was happy that she's moving in the right direction and definitely doesn't anticipate her flipping feet first or anything. No dialation or effacement to speak of, but that isn't too surprising at this stage of the game. My blood pressure is perfect, weight gain is great (just over 35 pounds - eek!) no protein in my urine, I'm measuring exactly on track, etc. I have started to notice some constant swelling in my legs and ankles, but I'm 39 weeks pregnant. What do you expect? :)

If I make it to my due date, next Friday, she is going to want to do a growth ultrasound to try and gauge how big this little one is getting. Based on my measurement, there is no reason to assume she is larger than average (about 7 to 7 1/2 pounds) but due to a family history of larger babies on both sides she wants to double check as she allows me to go to 41 weeks. Obviously we've had that discussion, and as long as everything is still looking good at 40 weeks, she is fine with letting me go to 41. Let's not forget that the majority of first time moms don't go before 41 weeks anyway. After 41 weeks, well... we'll cross that bridge when we come to it, and of course induction will become a very real possiblity. Sigh...

Other than that, I'm just trying to enjoy as much sleep and relaxation as I can this next week or two. I'm still working (and plan to up until Olivia's arrival), but I sit on my birthing ball behind the desk for most of the day and I'm still exercising 3 days a week - usually 1 day of weights and two days of about an hour on the elliptical. Bags are packed, baby clothes are washed and put away, and necessary gadgets are assembled.

For now, we're on Olivia's schedule and I trust that she knows better than than the rest of us, as we await her entrance into the world.

Well Stocked

2010-01-13T11:43:00.004-06:00

This past weekend I had my third and final baby shower and Josh's friends threw a Poker/Diaper Party for him.

I'd say we're pretty set on diapers for the time being...

No, I haven't had this baby yet. But, at almost 39 weeks I am honestly flabbergasted at the thought that I'm 9 days from my due date. So surreal...

I owe you quite a few updates including recent belly pics and some nursery progress.

Coming soon...

32 & 33 Weeks

2009-12-03T10:12:00.006-06:00

Since I've overdue for some recent pics...

Here are a couple from last week at 32 weeks:

And, a few more that I managed to get today, just one day shy of 33 weeks.

Not much change between the two, but you get the idea. I am a full fledged pregnant woman!

As far as how I've been feeling... Pretty darn good! My back was really starting to bother me a few weeks ago. As in, waking up in the middle of the night from discomfort. Thankfully, my OB recommended a great chiropractor and after only a couple of visits I feel like a million bucks.

General movement is more labored than I'm used to - bending over and rolling over in bed at night are interesting. One night, I must have been making some grunting noises when trying to switch positions and I woke Josh up enough to ask me what was wrong. "Oh nothing, honey. I'm just rolling over...only takes about 5 minutes." :)

Heartburn was another huge pregnancy complaint for me, and as of about 2 weeks ago, it got unbearable. As in, I was a fire breathing dragon about 85% of the time. I've gone this whole pregnancy without taking anything more than Tums, but it got so bad that I finally gave into my doctor's recommendation for Prevacid. Strangely enough, I don't even have to take it everyday. One dose usually leaves me heartburn free for at least 2 days, but I'm so grateful not to be miserable when eating and drinking anymore.

Olivia must be running out of room in there because I seem to feel her moving around almost constantly, and when she does it often looks like a scene out of Alien. My ribs have gotten a bit sore from her tap dancing as well. I actually have a really short torso for my height, so I was definitely expecting the discomfort. But, other than a few minor aches and pains I'm still a pretty happy pregnant person!

The nursery is coming along and I hope to have some pictures to share with you shortly. In addition to all things baby, we've been working hard to get virtually every project completed at the house because I'm not fooling myself... Once she's here, those projects will be on the back burner for quite some time. So, needless to say, the weekends feel like one big long to do list, but we're getting there. I'll have a re-modeled bathroom and some Christmas decor to share with you as well. Tis the season!

Catch Up...

2009-12-01T11:43:00.005-06:00

It's been awhile... Anyone else find that after a week or two goes by it's so hard to get that return post out of the way? Because I certainly do! So, here are some updates for you - bullet style.

All of our childbirth classes have been completed. Josh and I took a 4 week Natural Childbirth Class and then a separate Natural Childbirth Workshop led by two doulas focusing on some Birthing From Within techniques. Both classes, but especially the later, were hugely informative and I think both of us feel prepared (as much as you can be anyway) for what's ahead. Josh even commented that he is much less scared about the whole process than before.
We have the daycare situation covered. Thankfully, I have an incredibly awesome mother who is re-working her schedule to have Olivia two days a week, and I have an incredibly awesome boss who is okay with me working one day a week from home. Which leaves only two days a week for my sweet little baby girl to be at daycare. I think it will be a great balance for me, once my 12 week maternity leave is over and I have to return to the daily grind. The daycare we have chosen is a wonderful, small facility only about 3 minutes from the house and 7 minutes from my work.
We've purchased a new car! After forgoing our original plan to purchase a brand new Chevy Traverse or GMC Acadia (with 3rd row seating and a DVD player) we decided to go with a slightly used Mazda CX-7 for the time being. While we will probably upgrade sooner with more children (God willing), for now the Mazda just made more sense financially. I just don't need all that car yet...

Olivia's room is coming along... Unfortunately, we have a slight color discrepancy between her crib and dresser. The dresser/changing table is more white and the crib looks more ivory. It's a subtle difference, but when you spend that kind of money on furniture it needs to be perfect - plain and simple. The store where we purchased the set has assured us that they will switch out whatever pieces necessary to get us an exact match and are working with the manufacturer to get things straightened out. Since I simply cannot handle the stress of worrying when the details will be resolved, I'm forging ahead for the time being and will deal with the swap when the time comes.

Did I mention that we're re-doing the upstairs bathroom and selling my previous car right now as well? Could I possibly put one more thing on my plate, lol.

The house is decorated for Christmas and a huge chunk of our Christmas shopping has been completed. Just a handful of gifts left to purchase, thank goodness!

I have the first of three showers this weekend and am excited for all that comes with it. Strangely, I always have a bit of a hard time, all the fuss being made over me, but it will be so much fun to catch up with family and friends and swoon over all of the adorable baby items.

Ummm... Can we talk about the fact that I'm just over 7 weeks from my due date!?!?! Seriously, folks, this is getting wild. Time is flying by faster than I can believe. She really will be here before I know it. And, I have lots to get accomplished in the meantime...

32 week belly pics to come... :)

Chocolate Chip Pumpkin Bread

2009-11-04T12:39:00.000-06:00

Last week, I had a sudden urge to do some baking. It was a dreary fall day (as most have been lately) and I decided to whip up something with pumpkin to fit the mood. Using a combination of recipes from All Recipes and The Hungry Housewife, I forged ahead.

Because I didn't have any buttermilk on hand to make Leslie's recipe, I found a suitable one on All Recipes. The basics are as follows:

INGREDIENTS:
3 cups canned pumpkin puree
1 1/2 cups vegetable oil
4 cups white sugar
6 eggs
4 3/4 cups all-purpose flour
1 1/2 teaspoons baking powder
1 1/2 teaspoons baking soda
1 1/2 teaspoons salt
1 1/2 teaspoons ground cinnamon
1 1/2 teaspoons ground nutmeg
1 1/2 teaspoons ground cloves

DIRECTIONS:
1.)Preheat the oven to 350 degrees. Grease and flour three 9x5 inch loaf pans.

2.) In a large bowl, mix together the pumpkin, oil, sugar, and eggs. Combine the flour, baking powder, baking soda, salt, cinnamon, nutmeg, and cloves; stir into the pumpkin mixture until well blended. Divide the batter evenly between the prepared pans.

3.) Bake in preheated oven for 45 minutes to 1 hour. The top of the loaf should spring back when lightly pressed.

I got to work mixing everything. And, threw in some extra cinammon because I'm crazy like that.

Then, because things only get better with chocolate, I eye-balled some milk chocolate chips for an addition.

Then, I mixed up some of Leslie's crumb topping, minus the oatmeal (we were out).

CRUMB TOPPING INGREDIENTS
1/4 cup white sugar
1/4 cup brown sugar
1/3 cup flour
1/2 teaspoon ground cinnamon
1/4 cup cold butter, cubed
1/2 cup oatmeal (1 package of instant oatmeal)
1/2 cup walnuts

In a medium bowl, combine first five ingredients with a pastry blender or fork, so it resembles, well "crumbles". Mix in oatmeal and walnuts.

I poured my pumpkin mixture into the prepared loaf pan and muffin tins.

Note: This recipe makes a ton (3 full loaves). I went with one loaf and the rest muffins, but plan accordingly.

And, added the crumb topping.

Into the oven they went...
And, after...the house smelled wonderful!

These were a huge hit and I'll definitely be saving the recipe because it was so simple to throw together. My husband swears that the bread only got better as the week went on... Everything stayed very moist and fresh (the last of it was being finished by family and friends a week later) and the flavor was full without being over the top pumpkin-y.

I just love this time of year for baking, don't you?

28 Weeks

2009-11-02T11:31:00.004-06:00

So, I'm a bit behind on these, but here are some recent belly pics at 28 weeks.

Ladies and gentleman, time is really flying now. At my doctor's appointment last Thursday, we scheduled everything thing through December (37 weeks). Holy hell, that was a reality check. Olivia will be here before we know it.

I'm still feeling pretty good and working out 4 to 5 days a week. I had to give up my step aerobics class, but I'm keeping up with the light weights, elliptical and stationary bike. And, to make squeezing in some cardio even easier (now and when the baby's born), we now have this pretty little thing in our finished basement.

I told Josh it could be my Christmas, birthday, push, whatever-we-need-an-excuse-for present. Staying fit is obviously important to me, and getting to the gym is going to be a much more difficult task with a newborn. Problem solved :).

In other pregnancy news, I gained 5 pounds this month for a total of 20. It's hard for me to make peace with any weight gain, but this is obviously a necessity. And, I'm still right on track in terms of what is recommended so I can't complain too much.

As far as eating goes, during the week I keep it all healthy, and then I allow myself some splurges on the weekend. If I'm craving pizza, cookies or donuts, I make myself wait until Friday through Sunday for the most part, and I think it keeps me from going too crazy. But, I'm not going to say no to those things entirely. I mean, I'm pregnant for goodness sake. What indulgences do I have besides food???

The doctor also commented on the very faint linea nigra that has appeared on the lower half of my stomach. It's barely noticeable at this point, but she said with my darker, easily tanned skin tone, it'll probably be out in full force by the end of my pregnancy.

Turning over in bed is becoming quite the challenge, as is bending over. I've had three instances of sciatica in the past week, and all I can say about that is it's pretty horrible. It has to do with Olivia shifting in my pelvis and she'll temporarily place pressure on the nerve, causing shooting pain all down my right side. The best I can describe it, it feels like a charley horse, total numbness, and pins and needles all at the same time. It lasts anywhere from 2 to 5 minutes and provides a perfect opportunity for me to practice my pain management techniques :).

Speaking of pain management, we're halfway through our 4 week childbirth classes and I'd have to say that we're both really enjoying them. The three hours go by pretty quickly and I think my husband especially appreciates all of the information. I've read every book under the sun and he's read his fair share as well, but the added visualization is a plus.

Her room is coming along, we're shopping for a new car and our baby preparedness is in high gear. Just over 11 weeks to go...

Apple Pie Rave

2009-10-15T11:57:00.004-05:00

The hubby recently had a birthday, and requested some apple pie to celebrate. And, while I love to bake, I'm not the type of person who typically likes a complicated four hour recipe. So, Jennifer's apple pie over at This Girl Loves Pink, seemed like the perfect compromise.

I knew I wanted a crumb topping, and it called for a pre-made pie crust, so all that left was peeling and slicing the apples and then throwing it all together.

Unfortunately, I failed in the photo department because I didn't think to take a picture until it was 2/3 gone and sitting in the fridge. But, oh my goodness, this pie delivered and will definitely be a part of my dessert repetoire.

It was perfect without being too sweet, and still delicious when re-heated. We served it while warm with a scoop of vanilla ice cream and it was divine.

25 Weeks

2009-10-12T14:40:00.004-05:00

My Lord, how time is flying!! I've passed the six month mark and will be in my third trimester in a couple of weeks.

Little Olivia is now over a foot long and is working on fattening up, and my uterus is approximately the size of a soccer ball - feels like it too!

Some of my most recent belly shots at 25 weeks, 2 days:

I've noticed that my belly button is starting to decrease in depth. I still have quite a ways to go until it's an outie (I have a pretty deep belly button), but I can tell that some of the former inner is now the outer :). According to the doctor, I've gained 15 pounds so far - currently right on track for the recommended 25 to 35 pounds, so I'll take it.

Olivia is kicking like crazy and moving all around. At times, I feel her way down low kicking my bladder, and the next minute I feel her up near my ribs. Her kicks have gotten so strong that not only can Josh feel them, but he can sometimes see them as well.

In other belly news, it is evident that my abdominal muscles are beginning to separate. For instance, below is a picture I took leaning over my relaxed (round) belly.

And, here is a picture of me leaning back, thus slightly flexing my ab muscles.

Nice cone, huh? And, it feels really weird to. On either side, my stomach still feels really hard as my ab muscles are there. But, when you push in the middle (the height of the "cone") it actually feels really soft. No muscle there...

And, would you believe that in the midst of my pregnancy I managed to sprain my ankle!?! I rolled it Wednesday night at the gym. It's an old injury that I guess just couldn't stand up to the loosened joints that come with carrying a baby. As if I needed another reason for uneducated gym-goers to look at the pregnant lady like she's a cripple who should be on bed rest.

I was in a good amount of pain through Friday and couldn't walk on it at all. Did I mention that my husband was out of town?? Yeah, it was a miserable couple of days. I realized how much one can take for granted things like getting to the bathroom and showering, when you don't have the use of all four limbs.

Thankfully, by Friday evening I was able to put some weight on it without crutches as we had a wedding to attend. Did I mention that we had a wedding on Saturday as well? I was quite a sight I tell you...

Oh, and for documentation purposes here's a picture of my injury with 4 days of healing time. The golf ball is gone, but it's still a bit swollen and a lovely shade of purple.

Looks like I'll be sticking with some light weight training, the elliptical and stationary bike from now on.

Finally...

2009-09-23T11:25:00.006-05:00

Our dining room furniture arrived from Thomasville.

We had waited quite a few weeks to receive it and were so excited to finally see it in our home.

We are tried and true adults.

Of course, my always organizational husband immediately unloaded our boxes of Vera Wang china (yes, still in the boxes from our November 2007 wedding) and we went about situating them in the china cabinet. I wonder if it'll take us just as long to finally eat off them...

We still need drapes, a new chandelier and are tossing around the idea of an area rug under the table, but I think we're off to a great start.

Today I'm Wearing...

2009-09-22T09:46:00.004-05:00

OPI's Done Out in Deco from the very successful South Beach collection.

Believe it or not, I've had this shade for awhile and have never actually used it. Given the very "in-between seasons" weather we're having in St. Louis lately, it seemed like the perfect time to give it a try.

I'm not really feeling my bright summer colors, but I'm not ready to jump into my deep gray, burgundy, and plum shades yet either. Why not give lilac a try?

While it reads a bit gray in photos, the shade is most definitely a matte lavender.

And, for those who have asked about my nail painting techniques in the past...unfortunately, I don't have any great pearls of wisdom. I do it so often that by now, I'm just really good at it and can paint both hands fairly quickly without any smudges.

I can tell you that I don't actually use a base coat. Just two coats of nail polish and one fantastic top coat. Typically, I can get 5 to 6 days without chipping. And, I'm usually ready to change it up by then anyway :).

A Piece of Pi

2009-09-16T11:00:00.004-05:00

What feels like forever ago (probably 2 months now), Josh and I finally checked out Pi off Delmar for dinner. I blame it on good ole' pregnancy cravings, but at the time, I was jones-ing for some Gino's Chicago deep dish pizza. Obviously, Gino's wasn't an option, but I decided that it was a great excuse to finally give Pi a try. And, boy am I glad that we did.

The place is always packed and they don't take reservations, so we arrived at about 6:15 to hopefully avoid the big crowds. We had to wait about 30 minutes for a table and grabbed a seat at the bar (thankfully, the whole place is smoke free). It was a shame that I couldn't partake in an adult beverage because they had a great set-up and an awesome draft beer list.

Once we were seated, we ordered the garlic bread and prosciutto bites. Both were absolutely phenomal. They literally serve the French bread with a bulb of roasted garlic on the side for you to spread yourself. So authentic and yummy! And, thank God there were only 8 prosciutto bites (between 4 of us) because I would have ruined my dinner with them.

garlic bread – warm fresh bread served with a blend of butter & extra virgin olive oil and a bulb of roasted garlic

8 prosciutto bites – fontina blended with prosciutto, rolled in house-made breadcrumbs, then oven-blazed. Served with red sauce

From there we moved onto the pizza. While my husband's favorite is typically a thin crust, we decided to stick with their specialty and order all deep dish. We got the Bucktown, the Hill (normally thin crust made deep dish) and because I'm traditionally a bit more boring with pizza, a pepperoni, chicken and onion with minced garlic

bucktown – mozzarella, roasted chicken, artichoke hearts, red bell peppers, green olives, red onions, feta, and sun-dried tomatoes

the hill – mozzarella, pepperoni, salami, onions, green bell peppers, kalamata olives, and pepperoncini

And, let me tell you, when THIS finally arrives to your table...you can barely contain your excitement.

The food was absolutely outstanding!! It was definitely different than Gino's, but it was wonderful just the same. Their famous cornmeal crust was yummy and substantial - more crisp than doughy, and the sauce - oh my Lord, the sauce... I could have probably eaten a bowl of it with a spoon. It tasted like it had simmered for days in a fabulous blend of spices. And, I was surprised at how not greasy this pizza was. It tasted very light and fresh compared to other deep dish varieties.

For me, Pi lived up to the hype and I definitely have plans to return in the near future. Hopefully, with some of our pizza-loving family. It's the type of place you want to share with others. And, with their Kirkwood location scheduled to open in October we'll have two locations to choose from.

All pictures from www.yelp.com.

21 Weeks

2009-09-14T10:38:00.006-05:00

While I'm halfway to 22 weeks by now, this weekend I managed to get some belly shots.

It's weird. For a couple of weeks it feels like nothing changes and then all of a sudden, whoa, the belly gets bigger. I think I had a bit of a growth spurt between 20 and 21 weeks.

Covered...

And, not...

Not a lot of new things to report on the pregnancy front. Little Miss Olivia is moving around a lot more lately, and I'm still feeling pretty fantastic. The fabric hunt continues, but I'm confident that I'll find something.

I can't believe that I'm over halfway!! Time really does fly...

Nursery Ideas

2009-09-04T12:10:00.003-05:00

Oh, how excited I am to decorate and plan Olivia's nursery! But, oh how much of a stresser it has been for me over the past week. Yes, I am a slightly crazy planner, but I cannot tell you how anxious I am to at least have the details figured out. I don't need any of it to be finished, but I need for my "vision" to complete.

My first difficulty is finding bedding that I love. There are a ton of cute options out there and plenty of things that I like, however, nothing that I love and nothing that's screaming out to me "this is it!" I don't want anything overly cutesy or girly, but I want it to be warm, feminine and fun. I'm not really into vintage and I like slightly modern, but not overly so. I want bright and fun, but not busy or gaudy.

Originally, I had plans for a lavender and yellow room. I just love those two colors together and think they perfectly fit my criteria. Unfortunately, that color combination isn't easy to find. And at this point, I feel like if there's an online resource for nursery bedding or fabric, I've checked it.

So, I've started branching out to other color combinations, trying to see what strikes my fancy. I have plans for a fabric finding mission this weekend to see if I can find anything locally that will work. Until then, I've been playing with what fabric I can find online.

Which brings me to my definites for the room. This furniture.

Speaking of which, if you're looking for baby furniture and haven't checkout out Treasure Rooms in Chesterfield, you should. The place is ginormous and they have a huge selection. Everything is top of line and some of the prices reflect that. However, they also have a lot of sales on crib and dresser combinations that ended up pretty close in price to some sets we saw at other retailers. And, the quality at Treasure Rooms was so much better.

After much debate (seriously the choices were mind-numbing), I think we've settled on the set above. It's a matte white with a slight distressed look and is something that we feel will work for Olivia for many years. Since we're purchasing the conversion kit (turns into a full bed) and a couple of extra pieces, she really will be using this set for a long time.

Another thing that swayed our decision to the white and the more traditional design. It fits with our personal tastes, but doesn't look like the rest of our furniture. One more modern espresso set that we liked, we finally realized was so similar in style to our master bedroom furniture. Of course we liked it!! We want our little girl to have something of her own - classic and girly. That is until she's a crazy teenager and I'm sure will have her own ideas about room decor. But, I digress...

In addition to the furniture, another definite for me is butter yellow walls. Of course the shade will vary slightly depending on the remaining color scheme, but I think it will make the room feel warm and inviting without being too over the top.

Lastly, I know that I want alternating patterns - stripes and polka dots (love, love, love polka dots), scroll, damask etc. - in a similar color scheme. Which brings me to my current ponderings...

I threw some of these together quite quickly just as a reference point for the millions of ideas running through my head. I needed to organize some of my brain chatter and get a clear picture of the type of room I'm going for.

Green and pink. Initially, I really didn't want anything to do with pink for Olivia's room. It's just so predictable and not really me. But, there are a TON of green and pink options out there right now, and a lot of them are cute enough for me to reconsider my initial thought.

Pink and yellow (again, with the pink). The paisley might be a little louder than I would traditionally go for, but I love the bright cheerfulness of it.

Green and lavender. Probably the closest to my original idea and maybe even the front runner for the time being. This was also Josh's favorite, and I like that it lends toward more of a light, airy and calming feel.

Depending on how successful I am this weekend, I may return with a new totally different color scheme. And, who knows, maybe I'll hit the holy grail with a lavender and yellow fabric that is to die for. For now, these are my rampant nursery ideas. Thoughts??

It's a Girl! - Part Two

2009-08-31T11:15:00.004-05:00

Once we had miraculously viewed our baby for about 40 minutes, I'm asking the technican, "Do we see anything? Are we sure? Did we get the money shot?" She says she isn't 100% positive, but do we want her initial guess? After asking us if we have any gut feelings (yes, we think it's a girl) she says that yes, in fact, she believes it's a girl.

She hasn't seen any boy parts in the 40 minutes of the ultrasound, however, while little miss thing has been so cooperative with everything else, she's just not spreading her legs quite enough to be sure. That's my girl!! We were already late for our doctor's appointment, so she sends us upstairs and tells us we can come right back down afterwards and she'll try again to get a better shot.

Then, commences our routine doctor's visit. I'll take my glucose test in two months (so looking forward to that ::rolls eyes::). We discussed my anterior placenta (placenta located in front of the uterus) and the possibility that I may feel the baby less often. Although, thankfully, I can already feel her in there. Perhaps, though, it explains why, when I do feel her, it is much more of a pronounced pushing than a light tapping or fluttering described by other moms.

The baby is also currently in the breech position which makes me want to freak out because a breech baby does not fit into my birth plan AT ALL!!! However, the doctor assured me that she'll change positions a lot prior to delivery. I'll just be hoping and praying she decides to cooperate and situate herself head first in the next 4 to 5 months.

And, while I was expecting a huge weight gain this month (I finally have a decent bump and I just felt heavier), I've actually only gained two pounds - for a total of 8 pounds in 19 weeks. I guess sticking with the exercise is helping to keep the weight gain gradual thus far. Maybe I'll have a big number next month...because I know it's coming :).

Once we finished with the doctor, we decided to head back downstairs for another look at the baby. But first, we met up with my mom (who works in the hospital). She looked at the adorable pics and brought me a Coke with the hope that a little sugar and caffeine might get the little one moving. I was hoping not to the leave the hospital with a "we THINK it's a girl" verdict.

After the Coke and a small break from the craziness of the past couple hours, we headed back into the ultrasound. More shirt up, warm jelly, wand on belly and there she was - in the perfect position. We saw her little butt and feet, and the ultrasound tech was able to state, in no uncertain terms, that we had a little girl in there :). Of course we were thrilled, ecstatic, high on life... We headed out into the sunshine, called family and friends, and basked in the glow of parenthood.

Josh and I spent the rest of the day together. We had a delicous lunch at P.F. Changs, went looking for nursery furniture (more to come on this soon), checked out strollers and carseats, etc. It was such a glorious day and looking back I am so happy that we made the decision to both take the day off. There is no way I could've gone back to work and focused on anything else. Not to mention that the time together made the whole experience that much more special. I'd recommend it to anyone :).

So...what did we name her??? Well, for whatever reason Josh and I were having an easier time with girl names than boy ones from the beginning. One day I threw out Olivia, and Josh immediately loved it. I think he said something along the lines of, "That's it. Olivia Marie. I love it. It's perfect." Marie is my middle name and he just immediately put the two together.

It was actually in the top 10 most popular names for girls in 2008, but believe it or not, we don't know a single person or child named Olivia. Although, I can't say that was a huge concern for us. We just wanted a name that we loved, regardless of popularity.

And, another funny thing about her name that neither of us had ever considered... My mom actually mentioned this the day of the ultrasound. Her initials will be OMG. No, seriously... I prefer to think of it as, "Oh My God, Olivia is so amazing!" LOL :).

It's a Girl!!!!

2009-08-28T13:04:00.004-05:00

That's right. Josh and I have been blessed with a daughter. I'm having a hard time putting into words the amazing-ness that was our day yesterday, but I'm going to try. And, I feel like I've already shared the news with most of the world, so if you're hearing this for the 3rd or 4th time, my apologies - bear with me.

Yesterday, we were scheduled for a 10:15 ultrasound and an 11:30 doctor's appointment (both in the same building). We decided to take the day off to spend the day together doing lots of baby related things. At about 11:00 we're finally called back for our ultrasound with my bladder about to burst. I get situated with my shirt up, warm jelly on and away we go.

And, just a note for future moms-to-be. When the tech starts asking you if you've had the Down's testing done or if you have any family history of Down's, spine abifida or cleft palate, apparently that's just part of the routine. Because when you're already on pins and needles, it will freak you the hell out!! It should be a requirement to get those questions out of the way before they start projecting those baby images.

From there, we had about 40 glorious minutes to gaze at our little girl. Some of it is a lot of technical measurements, but for the most part it is pure blissful awe. Her fingers and toes, her lips, her gorgeous profile. She kept putting her fingers in her mouth and rubbing her face. We even saw her yawn at one point. And, when the ultrasound tech zoomed in to get measurements of her heart, we could clearly see all four chambers beating and moving with efficiency. It was indescribable...

And, while I'm not normally one to get too spiritual on this blog, it has to be said. God may has well have been standing right there in that room with us yesterday because that's exactly how blessed I felt. To be a part of such a miracle happening in my very own body... I've never felt so lucky to be a woman. A woman making a baby with a man she loves more than life itself. I don't know what I did to deserve any of it, but I am so very thankful.

To Be Continued...

The Perfect Gift...

2009-08-24T15:58:00.001-05:00

For the child of two notorious winos.

Love it!! :)

18 weeks...

2009-08-20T10:31:00.004-05:00

Due to reader request for some of the latest bump photos...here you go :).

Definitely some growth, I would say.

While strangers can't seem to tell... This past Saturday at the gym, one lady heard I was pregnant and said, "oh what, like 8 weeks?" When, I told her I was actually almost 4 1/2 months pregnant, her response was, "Oh my God, you must have abs of steel." Not at all true, but it still made me laugh out loud. Friends and family, however, are definitely able to notice the change in my silhouette.

Right now the little one is about 5 1/2 inches long - about the size of a bell pepper.

I've finally started to purchase a few more maternity things. Some of my shorts were getting uncomfortable when buttoned, so I invested in a black and khaki pair of maternity bermuda shorts, and I'm starting to look into jean options for fall and winter. And, we're officially signed up for our 4 week natural childbirth classes in October and November. Then, there's feeling the baby move of course which is awesome!

And, I still can't believe it, but one week from today we have our big ultrasound scheduled. Hopefully, he/she will be cooperative so we can start talking plans for the nursery, and everything will be growing and developing beautifully.

Things I Am Loving Today...

2009-08-19T15:18:00.004-05:00

1.) The fact that this arrived on my doorstep yesterday.

Josh picked up a memory card for me and I still need a camera bag, but I can't wait to start playing with this. Mind you, I have no idea what I'm doing, but still...

2.) Cheerios

Last week, I think I finished off a whole box in three days. I don't know how to describe it, but few things sound better to me than Cheerios and ice cold milk.

3.) Top Chef

While I've loved Top Chef Masters, nothing compares to the original. And tonight, it's back.

Speaking of which, I almost totally missed that Project Runway comes back Thursday on Lifetime. Another one of my favorites to look forward to.

4.) Feeling the baby move

Yes, we have movement!! It's still rather intermittent - one day I'll feel him/her a bunch and the next day barely anything - but I I'm pretty positive it's the baby at this point. Although, it's not exactly as I've heard it described before - popcorn popping, butterflies, tapping, etc. Mine feels more like the picture above. Like if you took a rubber ball or small fist and rolled it along the inside of abdomen. A light rolling pressure if you will...

One morning last week, I rolled onto my back before getting out of bed and felt this rolling pressure on the left side of my lower abdomen. It was even more pronounced than usual. Then, when I looked down, it looked like that side was bulging!! So, I place my hand down there and sure enough it was really hard to the touch - much more so than the right side. So, of course I immediately call Josh over to feel my belly, "feel this side, now this one". It was awesome that while he couldn't feel exactly what I was feeling, he still got to experience some of our child's first movements. I've felt it a few more times since then, sometimes more noticeable than others, and it never gets old :).

When You're the Only Sober One...

2009-08-03T16:30:00.005-05:00

You at least have the awareness to remember to break out your camera...

Just when the moment calls for photographic documentation.

I do believe they finished things off with a round of applause from the crowd.

Try not to be jealous ladies... That dancing fool is all mine :).

15 Weeks...

2009-07-30T11:22:00.014-05:00

Technically, I'm 15 weeks tomorrow, but I had a couple of extra minutes this morning to get a few belly shots.

There is definitely the beginnings of a slight baby bump. At least at this point, I can confirm that it's more than water retention and bloat.

And, a slightly strange phenomenon... Previously, I had heard women refer to being able to "feel" their uterus, and I didn't totally understand what they were talking about. But...I do now :). It is most noticeable when I have a really full bladder (probably because everything is more compressed), but I can definitely feel it creeping it's way up my abdomen as the baby grows.

I had my monthly doctor's appointment, and according to them I've gained 3 pounds. Although, I'm figuring that I gained 3 prior to that first visit, so 6 pounds in almost 4 months is definitely a number I can live with :). Lord knows it's only going to continue to go up....

I've been keeping up with my workouts, and aside from the one week I took off (when we were moving), I've gone to the gym at least 3 times each week. In the first 9 weeks are so, I was so unbelievably exhausted that I was proud of myself for going 3 times in a week. Now, that my energy levels are back somewhat (although I still have days when I'm almost knocked over by the exhaustion) I've been making it about 5 days a week.

Obviously, my workouts are less intense that they were pre-pregnancy (more walking than running, etc). I wear a heart rate monitor when doing any type of cardio, and although I'm so used to it by now I can probably tell you what my heartrate is without even looking, I check it periodically to make sure things aren't getting too intense. I usually do 2 days of total body weights (nothing too heavy) and 3 days of cardio for about an hour.

I purchased a Bella band, but haven't had to use it yet. A couple pairs of jeans/shorts are starting to have less room in the waist, but nothing uncomfortable yet. Honestly, since being pregnant the biggest change in my body and the most difficult to fit is my boobs!! Unfortunately, they've grown way more than anything else...

Unless I'm wearing something fitted, I don't know that I really look pregnant yet. A couple of pics from Josh's work party - 14 weeks.

And, just because I'm posting pictures from that night... How adorable are my parents!?! I can't wait until they get to meet their first grandbaby :).

And, the biggest news on the baby front... We scheduled the big ultrasound!!! Exactly 4 weeks from today, we find out if we'll be blessed with a son or daughter. And, I can honestly say that I will be truly excited either way - just as long as he/she is healthy (cliche, I know, but also 100% true). Strangely enough though, about 95% of people who have a guess, think we're having a boy. Time will tell how right they were...

I'm Obsessed...

2009-07-22T11:13:00.007-05:00

With the paint color that we picked for our new dining room. I mean, it's PERFECT!

In my opinion, the shade lends such an elegant feel to the room. And, it is going to look amazing with the dark wood and cream fabric of our new dining room set! Which we're still waiting for, by the way...

We almost always use Valspar paint (just because we love it), but this one is actually a Behr shade called "suede gray".

I still need to pick out a new light fixture for the room (the old one just isn't cutting it), and some drapes (we're thinking a dupioni silk type in burgundy or aubergine/eggplant), but I think it's coming along nicely.

And, how good do the new Hickory hardwood floors look!?!? We extended them from the kitchen throughout most of the downstairs and we couldn't be happier with them.

Although, pardon the crappy picture quality. Speaking of which... Before this baby arrives, I'm interested in purchasing a higher quality SLR camera (currently we just have a Cybershot point and shoot). Probably the Canon Rebel because they have such a good reputation, but I'm open to suggestions.

Does anyone have any recommendations about where to purchase, what I need to get to go with it, etc.? I'm no expert, so I'm sure I'll strictly be using it in auto mode until I get the hang of things. In other words, I defnitely need it to be "beginner friendly". Any help would be much appreciated :).

And, we (by we, I mean Josh) will be painting the family room this weekend and we're scheduled to get our couch next Wednesday, so more home pics to come.

Some Pics...

2009-07-10T13:59:00.010-05:00

Thank you everyone for your well wishes and the encouragement to keep blogging. If anything, I figure that I can't quit when a major life event such as this needs to be documented, right?

And, in the first steps of documentation, I actually managed to snag a couple of belly pics.

The first ones, are the day after my big fat positive - 4 weeks along.

The angle of the first one makes me laugh because it's obvious that my 6'-7" "a whole foot taller than his wife" husband took the photo.

And, IMHO, nothing more really than what I would normally attribute to "pre-period bloat".

And, a couple more that I took this morning, pre-workout, at exactly 12 weeks. Yes, I'm wearing two sports bras. Actually, I always do. Only now, it's just even more necessary ;).

The light background doesn't help (I may have to switch it up next time), but there isn't a huge difference. My stomach definitely feels a bit bigger, but no one can seem to be able to "tell" that I'm pregnant yet... Josh did comment this morning, though, about how hard the lower part of my stomach feels.

According to the doctor, I haven't gained any weight yet, but I know that a few pounds snuck in there before my first appointment at 6 1/2 weeks. Heck, I guarantee at least a couple of those pounds are in my boobs. And, oh how I WISH I was kidding...

Not drinking isn't exactly awesome (did I mention I was IN a wedding last weekend?), but I don't really mind it either. And, seeing (and then hearing) the heartbeat was about the coolest thing ever!

All in all, things have been pretty smooth thus far. In the beginning all I wanted to do was eat and sleep, but since about 9 weeks I've started to feel at least a bit like my old self. Really, we just feel extremely fortunate, and are thrilled to be on our way over the first trimester hump. Almost there... :)

Oh, and for anyone asking about where our new furniture is from... The dining room set is from Thomasville and is called Coterie. And, the couch is from Macy's. I'll be sure to take pics once they arrive.

And, lastly, if you have any "first three months of pregnancy" questions for me, feel free to ask. I'm pretty much and open book and I love hearing about other people's experiences, but I don't want to bore you guys with all things pregnancy and baby either :).

Some Updates...

2009-07-09T10:48:00.009-05:00

So...it's been a while...

Things have just been Cah-RAZY and to be honest, I think I've been battling with whether I should stick with this whole bloggging thing or not. I don't know that I've reached a conclusion, but I'm not going anywhere just yet.

So what have we been up to lately???

Sold our first home together. It was just as bittersweet as I thought it would be, and both Josh and I definitely shed some tears when walking through it for the last time.
Bought our first home together. And, we are loving it. It is beautiful, has so much more room, and we are looking forward to many memories that will be made there.

Moved all of our worldly possessions from one house to the other. I'm just glad we survived it. We were lucky to have a HUGE amount of help (something ridiculous like 10 guys) which made things a lot easier, but regardless moving isn't exactly what I would call enjoyable.
I was a bridesmaid in my best friend's wedding this past weekend. It was a mostly rainy day, but beautiful nonethless. Although, moving one weekend and being in a wedding the very next weekend makes for very little down time.
We're in the process of installing more Hickory floors in our pretty new home :). They already had the wood floors in the kitchen and we're in the process of adding to that the dining room, foyer and family room.
We've been painting, decorating and buying furnture like no other to fill our much larger house.

Our new dining room set.

But, with these upholstered chairs on each end. I think they lend to a more contemporary feel. Our style is definitely contemporary/traditional - I'm told we're "transitional" :).

Our new sectional for the family room. It even has down in the cushions and is the most comfortable thing I've ever sat on!!

Unfortunately, we may be waiting until sometime in August to receive both of them.

As you can see, most of our time has been spent dealing with all things home, but we couldn't be more thrilled with everything. And, I'm looking forward to a weekend that I can do with what I wish - just a bridal shower to attend on Sunday.

Oh, and one more thing that's been keeping us preoccupied... I'm pregnant :).

12 weeks tomorrow. Due January 22nd.

I Demand a Redo!

2009-06-04T09:32:00.002-05:00

I am so disappointed in the judges last night. Natalie did not deserve to go home.
You didn't even give her a chance to "dance for her life" (which by the way, I think may be the lamest phrase ever)!?!?! She has been sheer perfection up to the performance you didn't love, but you don't even give her one more chance?? You gave that opportunity for some contestents with a much lower caliber of talent. She was "this close" to being on the show last year for God's sake! How can you be so quick to toss her aside???

Yes, folks, this is just tv, but dammit in addition to being a great dancer she appears to be one of the sweetest people ever!! Sigh... I may not get over this.

Oh, and sidenote... Did anyone see that they're now doing a fall season of SYTYCD as well? So awesome :).

Set Your DVRS!

2009-06-03T15:50:00.003-05:00

If you haven't been watching already, tonight marks the beginning of Vegas week.

It just keeps getting better from here :).

Happy 21st!!

2009-05-14T10:52:00.005-05:00

My baby sister turns 21 today. And, in her words, "dreams do come true" - LOL.

Beck - you're young, hot and fabulous. Live it up, girlfriend. Live it UP! :)

Monday Miscellany

2009-05-11T12:33:00.004-05:00

Just a few updates:

1.) Things are going well with the house(s). We move into the new one at the end of June.

2.) We got a contract on our current home after 6 days on the market (the second showing), which I find just insane!!! The home inspection was last week and we are still ironing out some of the details about what we are agreeing to fix. I can only hope that things continue to move along and we can close, without incident, as scheduled on June 30th. Nothing is a done deal until then - especially in this market...

3.) I failed to officially update everyone on the status of Josh's Biggest Loser contest. He was the official winner (and recipient of $500) with 27 pounds lost. He sure did work hard for it :). We (Josh said $250 of the money was "mine" for being such a good coach - lol) didn't do anything too special with it. That is, other than enjoy our St. Maarten vacation to the fullest.

4.) Happily, we are both maintaining our weight loss and feeling better than ever.

5.) I finally gave in and joined the Facebook bandwagon. I never thought it would happen...

6.) Because my husband works in the beauty business, and someone with OPI recently stumbled upon my blog, I got the most kick ass care package from the fabulous folks at OPI. It includes the entire Colorcopia collection and the brand new collection inspired by Paige Premium Denim.

As a result of my good fortune, I'm thinking of doing a giveaway. A first for this blogger. Thoughts?

7.) My baby sister turns 21 on Thursday, which brings with it the reality of how old I am getting - lol.

8.) I am so pumped for The Biggest Loser finale on Tuesday. I think I'm rooting for Tara to go home with it. Although, it would be awesome to see someone like Kristin go home with the Biggest Loser at Home title and money. We shall see...

Happy Monday everyone!

Today I'm Wearing...

2009-05-01T14:12:00.004-05:00

Overexposed in South Beach from the supremely awesome South Beach Collection by OPI. It is the perfect rich purpley fuschia to go with the warmer temperatures. And, do we even need to discuss how "in" all things purple still are in the fashion world?

I am in love with this color and have already received so many compliments on it. Miami Beet is another favorite from the newest collection (pics to come).

And, while we're on the subject is anyone else aware of the release of the Colorcopia collection from OPI?? They are releasing 12 favorite (previously discontinued) OPI colors from the last 20 years for a limited time. How cool is that?

Eight is Great

2009-04-24T13:13:00.003-05:00

I've been tagged by the always fabulous, Amanda, with the latest fun survey to hit the blogging world. So...here goes.

Here's how 8 things works:
Mention the person that tagged you.
Complete the lists of 8's.
Tag 8 friends.
Go tell them you tagged them.

8 Things I am Looking Forward to...

1.) A cocktail (or many) this evening
2.) Summer weather
3.) Selling our home for a fair price (I hope)
4.) Hosting a dinner party at our new house (we'll have a dining room now)
5.) My best friend's wedding this summer
6.) Being fit, for summer clothes and swimsuits
7.) My little sister being home for the summer
8.) Healthy and happy children (God willing)

8 Things I Did Yesterday...

1.) Ran my butt off at work all day
2.) Worked out at the gym
3.) Went to Target
4.) Made sloppy joes (with turkey breast and wheat buns) for dinner
5.) Wrapped two presents
6.) Painted my nails
7.) Watched House Hunters on HGTV
8.) Got into bed at a decent hour

8 Things I Wish I Could Do...

1.) Eat whatever I want and not gain any weight
2.) Continue to travel with my husband - Italy, Greece, Napa again...pretty much anywhere
3.) Be more of a morning person
4.) Remember every friend/family member's birthday, anniversary, etc.
5.) Fall asleep more easily at night
6.) Inspire someone
7.) Continue to be grateful for my blessings in life and not take anyone/anything for granted
8.) Sing! - I am so tone deaf

8 Shows I Enjoy...

1.) So You Think You Can Dance
2.) The Real Housewives of (any of them, but I think NYC is my favorite)
3.) Fringe
4.) The Biggest Loser
5.) Project Runway
6.) Say Yes to the Dress
7.) House Hunters
8.) What Not to Wear

There you have it!

And, since I'm one of the last to play this fun little game, I won't tag anyone else. If you haven't given this one a go yet, now's your chance.

Our Humble Abode

2009-04-20T12:39:00.016-05:00

Deep breaths... We did it.

As of this morning, our house is officially on the market. It was almost difficult to put that "For Sale" sign in the front yard. Seriously...Josh and I had a moment.

Oh, how I excited I am about our new home, but I always knew that this process would be bittersweet. There aren't words to express how much I have adored our first home, the good times we've had there, and the affection for which I will always look back on where we started our lives together. I hope and pray that it goes to a couple/family who loves it and takes care of it as much as we did.

And, since I took a bunch of pictures in preparation for getting the house on the market... Guess what??

Our cozy family room.

The den off the kitchen.
Our newly renovated kitchen.

Our awesome fenced in yard and patio off the den. I love to entertain out here.

Third bedroom/our office.

Bedroom #2/Guest bedroom.

Completely renovated hall bathroom.

Master Bedroom with walk-in closet.

Master bathroom - also completely renovated.

Sigh... I took a ton of pictures. Was anyone else this emotional about selling their house? Advice for the weeks to come?

And, if you know of anyone still looking for the perfect 3 bedroom, 2 bath home in St. Charles, feel free to e-mail me (highheels9899@yahoo.com) for details.

And, Did I Mention...

2009-04-16T13:34:00.007-05:00

We're buying a house!!!

I'm almost scared to mention it because the process has gone smoothly thus far... but, what the hell... Here's to hoping I'm not jinxing us.

It all happened so fast actually. Josh and I have kept our eye on the market since about last June. We weren't dying to move right away, but we knew that we would outgrow our 3 bedroom, 2 bath eventually (no matter how much I love it). So...our realtor consistently sent us the newest listings, we looked at things that interested us, and with each one felt more and more confident that we should stay right where we were. There just wasn't anything fitting the bill for us. That is until about three weeks ago...

The house went on the market Monday, we received an e-mail of the listing on Tuesday, and promptly scheduled an appointment to look at it on Wednesday. I commented to Josh that if the house looked as good in person as it did in pictures, he was in trouble.

Obviously, we loved the house, but took a few days to let in sink in before making a return trip to walk through with both of our parents on Sunday. We put an offer in on Monday (exactly one week after the house went on the market) and accepted their counteroffer on Tuesday. And, since we were leaving for St. Maarten that Friday, I even had the home inspection scheduled for Thursday (thankfully nothing major was found, and the minor things that were found are being fixed by the owners). Talk about moving fast, folks!!! We close at the end of June.

Keep your fingers crossed for us that the remainder of the process goes just as smooth for us. Not to mention, that we are now getting our current home on the market for sale or rent. I know...right? In any case, how about some photos...

I love the wrap around porch.
The kitchen that made me swoon.

The Hickory floors, the cabinets, all the can lighting...I'm in love.

From the family room looking into the kitchen.

The family room.

The living room.

The dining room.

Front entryway.

First floor half bath.

I love the molding and wall detail.

The finished basement.

With wet bar...

The three kids' bedrooms upstairs, which will obviously be re-painted for our needs.

The view into the master bedroom. Did I mention the master has three closets?

I don't know what to say except that I'm in love with our soon-to-be new home. However, it will be so bittersweet for me to leave our current house. Josh proposed to me there, after all!! And, we've put so much work into it. I can only hope that it will go to someone who will take good care of it.

While we still have the task ahead of selling/renting our current home, I cannot say enough about how blessed we both are. What does Charlotte say in the Sex and the City movie when she's afraid to go for a run early in her pregnancy - "nobody gets everything that they want"? While we certainly don't have "everything", and I am definitely more grateful than afraid, I can still understand her sentiment.

I'm Ba-ack!!

2009-04-14T12:47:00.013-05:00

We've returned from seven days in paradise, and all I can say is that I wish we could have stayed another week. St. Maarten is right up there with Maui for me, in terms of being the most amazing vacation ever. In large part due to our digs right on the beach, with some gorgeous views.

We did a lot of lounging by the pool.
We played on the beach.
Had an amazing catamaran day sail.

Where we swam in the warm, crystal clear water. Seriously, you could easily see 30 feet to the bottom.

And, lounged some more.
We went out to fabulous dinners. Mahi mahi, swordfish, fresh lobster... Delicious food was abundant.

And, on a sidenote... That yacht behind us is the "Limitless". It is the 13th largest yacht in the world and belongs to the owner of Limited Corporation - they own The Limited, Express, Victoria's Secret. Yeah, it's pretty impressive.

Fabulous french pastries for breakfast...

And, the best part of all... We spent seven days in paradise with the truest and greatest friends two people could have.

Not only are we blessed to have them, but we are so grateful to be able to take this vacation. Guys, thank you so much for the most amazing week :).

Interview - Part Two

2009-03-27T14:42:00.000-05:00

2. If you could live the rest of your life wearing only one nail color, what would it be?

Hardest. Question. Ever. Seriously... I have a true nail polish addiction and pain them every week. Not to mention the fact that my collection gets larger every season, as new shades come out. Eventually, Josh is going to have to supply me with an entire closet to house my ever-growing supply.

So, you're going to have to give me a break on this one as I can't pick just one. Changing it up is part of the fun for me.

Right now, my favorite shade is: "You Don't Know Jacques" from the France Collection.

Since I didn't get my own picture. Photo from here.

For me, it is the perfect "in between" weather shade. It goes well with most of my transitional looks as warmer weather approaches, but we're not quite in shorts and sandals territory.

Another shade that I couldn't get enough of this winter was also from the France Collection, "Eiffel for this Color". I definitely wore it more than any other shade (although I loved almost everything in that collection), and it's the perfect dark eggplant.

Lastly, in the spirit of spring, I'll go with one of my favorite warm weather staples, "Deer Valley Spice" - weirdest name, I know.

It's perfectly cheerful, and I love that it looks more pink or red depending on what you're wearing.

But, be ready for some new favorite summer shades. OPI's new South Beach collection is phenomenal. I already have some favorites in my arsenal and can't wait to try them out.

3. Where do you see yourself in 5 years?

This question is hard for me. While I have definite goals and aspirations, I am very much a "live in the moment" kind of person. I have seen, up close and personal, how quickly life as you know it can change in the blink of an eye. What is that saying, "Humans plan, God laughs"? Every day is a blessing, and I make an effort to consistently be aware of that fact. Having said that...

In five years, I would love to have two beautifully healthy children, be living in our second home, and hopefully finding that balance between making time for myself and being the best wife and mother I can. And, hopefully I'm watching those I love experience some of life's milestones and blessings - engagements, marriages, births - the things that really matter. Some healthy babies, my wonderful husband and time with my family is all I really need.

4. What are 3 of your favorite wines?

This one is almost as difficult as picking one nail polish, but I'll do my best.

Lately, I have an obsession with Kim Crawford Sauvignon Blanc. It is just so light and fruity with perfect acidity. It has an almost grapefruit "tang" with a hint of passion fruit. I have fallen in love with the New Zealand (Marlborough) Sauvignon Blancs and their complexity. This Kim Crawford has become a standout favorite and we almost always have one on hand. Especially, now that warmer weather is approaching - it's the perfect selection. Not to mention, it received 91 points from Wine Spectator.

Another one that I am loving for spring is the Rombauer Chardonnay. It's a little expensive for an everyday wine at around $30.00 a bottle, but I am difficult to please when it comes to Chardonnay and I have yet to find a cheaper one that is up to snuff.

This crisp wine is fruit forward with hints of pear, and the mild oakiness finishes perfectly. Bring this to a dinner party for your Chardonnay-loving friends, and you will most definitely impress.

Lastly, a great moderately-priced red. The Estancia Meritage is a fabulous selection with ripe tannins, sweet oak and a fruit forward finish. It is dry, yet soft and I have yet to find someone who isn't pleased with this bottle

And, thank you, Teresa for interviewing me. I hope it was at least somewhat interesting :).

Interview Moi??? - Part One

2009-03-24T10:22:00.007-05:00

In being a neglectful blogger as of late, I have yet to respond to the interview questions posed to me by the always fabulous, Teresa. So...here goes...

Teresa asked:

1. You've had an amazing weight loss recently. Do you have any tips for all of us that are trying to do the same?

Well, yes I have had some weight loss! And, actually, I have yet to blog about my experience, although some of you are well aware of my journey :).

Like every other bride wanting to look great on her wedding day, I was eating well and working out to be in optimum shape for the big day. And, I'm happy to say that I was :). Then, comes the often dreaded post wedding "happy fat", as I like to call it. You indulge a little bit here and there, because well, you just got married and you deserve it. But, unfortunately, one or two days a week of indulging turn into four, you become comfortable, and a year later you're carrying around 15 pounds that you most definitely do not want to be.

So...for the New Year the hubby and I (he'd also put on 20ish pounds since the wedding - what can I say, we were enjoying life) made a commitment to get in shape. We had a trip planned to St. Maarten in April and we vowed to be looking fabulous for that trip. Things even went so far that, on New Years Eve (around 2:00 am, drunk and with some of our closest friends) we all got on the scale, recorded our weight and took all the appropriate measurements (hips, stomach, arms, thigh, etc.). Then, Josh and two of our male friends (also going to St. Maarten with us) decided to form their own Biggest Loser competition. By the time we leave for our trip, April 3rd, whomever of the three has lost the highest percentage of weight wins $500 - $250 to be paid by each losing man. How's that for motivation!?!?!

So, immediately Josh and I boarded the "fit train". I was motivated already, but $500!! Or rather losing $250!! I wasn't messing around. And, I immediately informed my husband that I was his secret weapon and we were going to win this thing. We instantly made some changes to get things moving.

1.) Working out is a priority. Josh and I have always been gym-goers. He's had more absence from it than me over the past year, but I've always gone at least 3 days a week. It was time to step up my game. 5 to 6 days a week, no questions asked (Josh would sometimes go 4, but remember as a woman, I have to push it a little harder to see results).

2.) Monitor our eating. Josh and I have always eaten healthy during the week. Whole grains, lean proteins, fruits and vegetables. It was just time to step it up a notch. No large servings of wheat pasta with chicken. Instead, a chicken breast with a measured serving of 1/2 cup to 1 cup of wheat pasta. We keep no ice cream in the house. I used to always have light ice cream on hand (Josh has a huge sweet tooth), but now our dessert would be sugar free popsicles or sugar-free pudding.

3.) Limit our drinking. Josh and I are hugely social people. We are blessed with great friends and family which also means a lot of dinners, drinks, parties, etc. Especially in the beginning stages, we knew it was essential to limit our drinking/nights out, so as not to sabotage our healthy eating and workout regime. Originally, we stuck to one night out a week.

4.) Count calories. Burn more than you take in - plain and simple. I try to stick around 1200-1300 calories and day and Josh is allowed 2000. We give ourselves some wiggle room at least one day on the weekend.

5.) Weigh ourselves once a week. I am a huge believe in the "weigh-in" day. And, believe it or not, it's really the first time I've done it. I used to weigh myself almost everyday to get an idea of where I was at, but after switching to once a week, I'll never go back. It's a more accurate reading of where your at and it prevents some additional "highs" and "lows" that can come with checking the scale too often.

We were motivated and working hard. Thankfully, our hard work started to pay off. After two weeks, Josh had lost 13 pounds and I had lost 12. We were well on our way! Two weeks later, at the beginning of February, I had lost just over 15 pounds and Josh was down 17. Our bodies were really changing and our clothes were getting loose. We kept things moving while also allowing ourselves ample rewards for our hard work.

A month and a half later, 10 weeks since our pledge to get in shape, I have lost 21 pounds and my husband is down almost 25 pounds!! Folks, we're thinner than we were at our wedding :).

I just can't say enough about how great we both feel. We look and feel better than we have in quite a long time. I can't wait to re-measure and see how many inches we've lost because I can assure you, it's a lot. And, as of right now Josh is kicking butt in his little competition. We have a week left to go and anything is possible, but someone might need a miracle to surpass Josh at this point.

I am pretty much at weight maintenance right now, which is awesome. And, I think Josh is just about there as well although I don't think he would mind losing another few pounds. Although, at that point he may have to go buy a whole new wardrobe.

It has been quite a journey, and one that I am so proud of. Josh and I really worked hard, and it's amazing to see the results. And, if anyone has some specific questions about our progress (how we kept ourselves motivated, specific work out regimen, allowing "cheat" days and what they consist of, what I'm doing for weight maintenance, etc.) feel free to ask. I am by no means an expert trainer or nutritionist, but I'd be happy to share more about what has worked for us.

And, since this post is already ridiculously long, still to come in Part Two:

2. If you could live the rest of your life wearing only one nail color, what would it be?

3. Where do you see yourself in 5 years?

4. What are 3 of your favorite wines?

Stay tuned...

I'm Alive...

2009-03-18T12:30:00.003-05:00

Hello all! Just a quick note to let everyone know that I'm still alive and kicking although I have seriously neglected this blog as of late. ::hangs head in shame::

Work has been CAH-razy (read: exhausting), and I just haven't had time for much else when the day is done. Not to mention that I'm now fighting what I believe to be a serious case of bronchitis as well. Has anyone else ever had sore abs due to some extreme coughing fits??

So for those of you still reading, I promise to show my face around here more often in the upcoming weeks. Speaking of which... 16 days until I am sunning myself in St. Maarten. Sigh... I can't wait!

And, lastly, for the rest of you bloggers out there, I seriously apologize for my lack of commenting. I am still reading and keeping up, but I've been flying through Google Reader and just haven't taken the extra time to drop you a line. I will soon :).

To come: A ridiculously neglected post of some interview questions posed to me, from the always fabulous Teresa. And, she came up with some good questions!

For My Valentine

2009-02-16T13:25:00.004-06:00

N. posted this questionnaire about her hubby, and I couldn't resist doing one about Josh. Just because he's fabulous...

20 Questions About My Spouse

He's watching TV... what's he watching? College basketball, Top Chef, or Nip/Tuck. I am a much bigger "tv-watcher" than he is.

You're out to eat... what kind of dressing does he get on his salad? He'll eat almost anything, but a wedge salad with bleu cheese is probably his favorite. Although, he also loves French dressing with bleu cheese crumbles. Weird, I know.

What's one food he doesn't like? I swear there isn't one. The boy will eat ANYTHING!!!

You're out for a drink... he orders: A dirty Grey Goose martini with bleu cheese stuffed olives, red wine, or a Miller Lite.

Where did he go to high school? Same high school as I did if you can believe it. But, we didn't meet until 6 years after I graduated. He was a senior the year before I was a freshman.

What size shoe does he wear? A 13... He IS 6'7".

Does he have any tattoos? Not a one.

If he were to collect anything, it would be....? Wine. It is a dream of both of ours to have our own wine cellar and extensive wine collection someday.

What is his favorite type of car? A BMW - and then something specific after that...series or something??? I am so not a car person.

He could eat ______ everyday? Pizza

Favorite cereal? Special K Protein

He wouldn't be caught dead wearing....? This one's tough. He is a pretty fashionable guy. How about never white socks with dress shoes. NEVER...

What is his sign? He's a Libra. Believe it or not, I actually had to look it up. I honestly don't know if we've ever discussed our "signs"???

What is something I do that he wishes I wouldn't do? Hmmm... Probably, take control of the television to watch whatever mindless girly reality t.v. I have on the evening's agenda :).

How many states has he lived in? Just one. Born and bred in Missouri.

What is his heritage? Very German.

You bake him a cake for his birthday. What kind does he want? He is a HUGE dessert person, so it is hard to narrow down, but I would have to say carrot cake, an insanely rich chocolaty something, or a banana concoction - actually maybe something chocolate AND banana.

Did he play sports in high school or college? Yes, basketball. And, you wouldn't believe how many people randomly ask him if he played.

He could spend hours....? Working. No, I'm serious. He has such a passion for what he does and thoroughly enjoys it.

What is your favorite thing about him? His sense of humor and his kind heart. He is truly the funniest person I know, and makes me laugh everyday. And, he has a zest for life that is unbelievably contagious. I don't think I've ever met a person who didn't immediately love Josh. The colors in my world are brighter because I get to share it with him.

Honey, I don't believe in this manufactured Hallmark holiday (although I'm down for any reason to tell you how much I love you)... But, I believe in you :).

In My Bag...

2009-02-16T13:01:00.005-06:00

Jennifer over at This Girl Loves Pink bestowed upon me, the Bag Tag. While I have not always been the best with posting my "tags", I am trying to be better. Thus, the rules...

1. Post a picture of whatever bag you are carrying as of late. No, you cannot go up to your closet and pull out that cute little purse you used back before you had kids. I want to know what you carried today or the last time you left the house. No cheating!

2. If there is a story to go along with how you obtained it, I'd love to hear it.

3. Tag some chicks. And link back to this post so people know why the heck you're showing everyone your bag.

My everyday bag is a black Coach purse. I love clutches in various shades and sizes (they are like shoes to me), but I save those to punch up a weekend outfit. Therefore, you will most often see me carrying this...

It was actually a Christmas present from my in-laws. They are generous, those two ;), and needless to say I was ecstatic when I opened it.It is the perfect size, shape, style, etc. for my tastes. I love it and plan on carrying it for quite some time.

Rather than tag a list of people, I encourage anyone who has yet to participate in this one to give it a go. Lord knows, there are few things women love more than purses, so go ahead and indulge us with some photos of yours.

Interesting Fashion Choice...

2009-02-11T13:16:00.004-06:00

Did anyone else happen to get a glimpse of Naomi's shoes during The Bachelor's elimination ceremony on Monday night?

The gold sandals she paired with her black dress wrapped all of the way up her calves. Reminiscent of these pairs...

Uh...Naomi... You seem like a nice girl, despite the fact that your mother is a total wackjob who keeps dead birds in her refrigerator. However, whatever hope you had of sticking around vanished when Jason got a look at your atrocious choice in footwear.

Maybe I'm just too prudish to appreciate the fashion risk, but in my humble opinion...NOT a good look.

Some Black and White Fun

2009-02-10T08:00:00.004-06:00

There are few things I love more than a theme party. So you can imagine my excitement for the Black and White/Sex and the City themed graduation party that my in-laws threw for Josh's sister.

All of the guests were to wear black and white (the guest of honor shined in a fuschia dress) and there were tons of adorable details that just made me swoon. Pink and black chair ties, specialty martinis named after the Sex and the City ladies, pink drink menus, lots of great food and even better company.

Unfortunately, I was so busy socializing that I failed to get some photos of the above-mentioned details in all their glory. You'll just have to take my word for it. The camera did make a brief appearance though.

Josh and I in our black and white attire.

Oh, and you may notice the new darker do. I'm not sure how I feel about it just yet, but I was in the mood for a change. And, my debut of the "Hot Mama" blush - I think my cheeks look perfectly sun-kissed, if I do say so myself...
Josh and Blake leading some karaoke. I don't know what to say except my in-laws are becoming notorious for their late night sing-alongs. Seriously...it's quite a sight.

According to my camera, these shots were taken at about 1:30 am. The guest of honor with two of her favorite boys.
The boys.

I just have to post this picture. It's not what it looks like, but I can't help but laugh every time I look at it. The camera just happened to perfectly capture this very misleading shot.

As you can see, the party was a blast. It made for a very late night, and thankfully I wasn't feeling too horrible on Sunday. Here's to theme parties and specialty martinis! Two things I can never get enough of...

The Perfect Blush

2009-02-09T10:51:00.005-06:00

No, really, I've found it. Or rather, my sister found it.

She kept telling me about this awesome blush that she picked up from Sephora, and how I just had to try it. Well, this weekend I finally took her advice, and I must say...she was 100 percent right.
The Balm's Hot Mama shadow/blush is described as:

A true all-in-one essential: sexy shadow, striking blush, subtle highlighter, and light-reflecting lip finisher tucked inside a go-anywhere compact. The pinky-peach hue adds a splash of color to cheeks, a hint of shimmer to the lids, and illuminates your finest features.

I have only use this multi-functional powder as a blush, but let me tell you - it's already been well worth the $18 price tag. It gives you the perfect sun-kissed glow without being overly dark or pigmented.

I've always had issues with blush and its tendency to make a person look overly "made-up" - to the point where I had pretty much decided to forgo blush in general, and have instead been using a swipe of bronzer across the cheeks. But, I am a blush hater no longer. The Balm has converted me. It is subtle perfection in every way, and I highly recommend it.

The Biggest Crier

2009-02-04T09:56:00.003-06:00

What is it about The Biggest Loser? Every week, I cannot get through the episode without tearing up at least twice.

But, of course the question is rhetorical. I know what the show's appeal is. How unbelievably inspiring it is to see people fighting to regain control of their lives, their health and their self esteem.

My first set of tears? When Sharon carried Sione across the gym on her back. This girl is a fighter and didn't give up!

This mother/daughter team is so kind-hearted, you can't help but root for them.

Unfortunately, as inspiring as these contestants are, Joelle has become a stark contrast to their effort and dedication. This woman has become the single smear of excuses and denial amidst everyone else's hard work and sheer determination.

Her pathetic excuses and lack of accountability for a zero pound weight loss, were no less than frustrating. However, it broke no one's heart more than Carla's who worked her butt off to stay on the ranch and lose 9 pounds for the week.

Sadly, even though Carla deserved her chance to shine, no one could overlook Joelle's bad attitude and the silver team was sent packing. But, thankfully the brown team, Mike and Ron, avoided elimination once again. Which brings me to next week...

How much longer can these two stick around? I want so badly for 18-year-old Mike to stay on the ranch and lose the weight. But, his father's age and bad knees are keeping his weight loss numbers low, and I worry that one more week below the yellow line will be the end for them.

Did you see the previews of Bob working out with Mike? Saying to him, "you have do this for your Dad. You can't fall below that yellow line." Uh... I'm verclempt. You can do it, Mikey!!

I Love Sales...

2009-01-26T13:48:00.002-06:00

While running some errands yesterday, I popped into White House Black Market.

Guess who scored this little number?

Normally $178.00 on sale for $49.99!!! Sa-weet :).

To Wear or Not to Wear...

2009-01-26T11:40:00.004-06:00

I like to think of myself as a fairly savvy dresser. I mix classic pieces with trendy ones. I'm fashion forward when I can be, but I'm also very well aware of was does and doesn't work for my body type. Therefore, you won't find me going too far out on a limb if the latest trend just doesn't work on me. Which brings me to my latest fashion foray...

Latex leggies folks. Do or don't??

One article has this to say:

The skinny jean craze is slowly making its exit for 2009 and the theme less is more is making its way back to the scene. We are now seeing the emergence of latex leggings. They are being worn under long shirts or short dresses and for the very brave, are also being worn as pants with a short blouse. Although they are featured in an array of colors, black seems to be holding the center stage.

Rihanna definitely rocked the trend.

Charlize working it out. Possibly my favorite simpler look.
And, the always fabulous Ms. Diabolina was perfection in the latex legging look on more than one occasion. And, she proves that you don't have to be a size 2 to pull them off. However, they may be a better fit in L.A. than St. Louis. Definitely couldn't wear them everywhere.

Have the option of wearing them with heels or my new black suede booties for an added rock and roll twist.

Might be perfectly fashion forward for St. Louis Fashion Week in March. Could pair them with a fun tunic...

Thoughts? Favorites? Has anyone else been bold enough to dive into the latex legging trend? Love it or hate it?

Friday Randomness

2009-01-23T14:23:00.004-06:00

1.) Lately, my life consists of work, a long workout at the gym, then home for dinner and laundry. Wash, rinse, repeat. I am loving the routine monotony of it all. At least for now.

2.) The hubs and I are on the fit train big time right now. I won't reveal our weight loss just yet (I don't want to jinx us), but let's just say we're both doing really well.

3.) Oh yeah, and did I mention that Josh is in a "Biggest Loser" competition with two of our friends? Whoever loses the highest percentage of weight by the time our St. Maarten trip rolls around in April, wins $500. Come on baby!

4.) Which means 10 weeks and counting until we are sunning ourselves here.

We got the same house for the second year in a row, and I cannot wait. Truly paradise!

5.) One of the things I'm most excited for is our day sail aboard this gorgeous catamaran.

A description of our excursion:

For a day charter I suggest the small island of Tintimare. Tintimare lies to the northeast of St Maarten. It is part of the French side of St Maarten. There is a beautiful white sandy beach, good snorkeling, mud baths. Breakfast consists of, Croissants, Chocolate croissants, Bouquets and cream cheese, yogurt, cereals, fruit, coffee and fruit juice.

We will have a 2 1/2hour sail up the Anguilla channel to the island of Tintimare. At Tintimare, everybody relaxes, goes for a swim, snorkels and the mud baths are a lot of fun. Lunch consists of Seafood paella, Blackened Mahi mahi, BBQ ribs, potato salad, taboule, three bean salad and a green salad( feta cheese, kalamata olives, peppers, red onion, greens, etc.).

In the afternoon after we have finished lunch, we can have a last swim at Tintimare and then sail to Creole rock for more snorkeling and we feed the fish , which is a lot of fun. After the snorkel we sail on to Happy Bay for more lazing in the water with "noodles" for flotation, as well as a beer, or our famous Rum punch. There is an open bar on board all day, Rum punch, Beer, wine, soft drinks,and bottled water.

Oh, how blessed we are :).

6.) Swimsuit hunt '09 is officially underway. Wish me luck as it is usually quite a process.

7.) Anyone else find that when you are losing weight the urge to shop is much stronger than normal? I haven't given in yet (well, aside from above mentioned swimsuit hunt).

8.) Making it even harder... Have you seen all of the sales going on right now? Josh and I returned some stuff to the mall on Sunday and it was ridiculous! We got him 3 shirts and 2 ties at Brooks Brothers for super cheap. Everything was at least 50% off!

9.) I've watched a considerable amount of television lately (in the midst of dinner and laundry). Did anyone else watch that Dallas Cowboys Cheerleaders show on (I can't even remember what channel)? Melissa from The Bachelor was SO on that show.

Her and Jillian are my favorites.

10.) Other random television commentary: Thank God Fringe is back - love that show. I am getting sick of the insane amount of bitchiness on The Real Housewives or Orange County. And, if Hosea and Leah don't get kicked off of Top Chef soon I'm going to lose my mind. Those two are so whiny!

Happy Friday everybody :).

We Have Fun Friends...

2009-01-14T13:53:00.009-06:00

This past Saturday some of our very best friends threw their annual White Elephant Christmas Party. Yes, technically Christmas has come and gone, but with busy schedules you do what you can.

In any case, the premise of a white elephant gift exchange is to find something around your house (something you don't use but can't bring yourself to throw away), wrap it up and re-gift it to an unsuspecting victim. Sometimes there are some hidden gems - a laptop case and wireless router, a cool Beatles poster- but most often it is random junk - a Scooby Doo shower radio (there were actually a lot of people with kids after this one), unused invitations, hair product samples (Josh's gift), a decorative bowl (my gift). You get the idea...

It's always a lot of fun with plenty of good food, but I think this year may have been the best yet. To give you the idea of the level of randomness...

Some baseball shorts that *might* fit a 12 year old and some autographed (I have no idea by who) baseballs.

Someone having a little too much fun...

An orange traffic cone.

Todd taking a stab at picking a good gift...

Uh, the cloth Christmas wreath, makes a good... Turban???

One gift that became very popular was Kurt's old Batman Halloween costume. The original recipient just couldn't resist trying it on for size.

After gifts were done and many more cocktails were consumed, we decided to play a game of Sexy Slang. We originally played the game with a smaller group on New Year's Eve, but decided to go ahead and give it a try with many more people. We did guys versus girls - well, because it's easy that way.

The game is a combination of charades and Pictionary, but with some "adult" terms thrown in. First off, let me say that I am not competitive about ANYTHING in everyday life. However, you give me some sort of board game to play and I become possessed. Seriously...it's borderline ridiculous. Throw in a lot of alcohol which removes any filter I may have had previously... Let's just say I can work on my board game etiquette for '09.

The men's team.

I have no idea who picked up my camera at this point (because this is a picture of me getting ready to draw) but the quality of the photos is a good representation of our state of mind at the time.

Did I mention that after a series of steals, my husband ended up in possession of the Batman costume? Well, he did. And, apparently he couldn't resist the urge to put it on either. Should I be concerned about the sanitary issues surrounding multiple men wearing the same bat suit? Yeah, I thought so.

Oh, and notice the yellow rubber gloves. 100 pairs of those was someone else's gift.

Not sure what this pose is...

Batman taking flight??

And, it doesn't stop there. My husband sure knows how to work it for the camera.

A massive dance party took place and I managed to get at least one picture of the late night crowd. Here are the guys, but it looks like Josh had not yet located his shirt once finishing his foray into Batmanland.

And, can we talk about Josh's hair? He was in MASSIVE need of a haircut, and I think it's a cross between Wolfman and 80's porn star. Quite the bouffant...

The girls stopped dancing long enough for a picture.

I think at this point it was somewhere around 2:00 am and the late night party-ers started wandering off to sleep. Thank God for Todd, Jill and their extra bedrooms.

The next morning we woke to coffee and biscuits and gravy. But, can you believe neither Josh nor I ate any!?!?! We are on the fit train, baby! (more on that later)

It was such a fun night and future parties may have trouble living up to the hype. What can I say... I've said it before and I'll say it again. We have the BEST (and most fun) friends!!!

Anyone else have some crazy theme parties over the holidays?

Catch Up!

2009-01-13T13:52:00.002-06:00

Hello all! My blogging has been so sparse in the last few weeks, it's hard to know where to begin. To say life has been hectic is quite an understatement, but Josh and I are so unbelievably blessed to have amazing family and friends that keep our social calendar full. I am, however, looking forward to a chance to recharge our batteries and start the new year off right.

So what have we been up to? A LOT - just like most of you this holiday season.

Christmas was one of the best ever! As I previously indicated, Josh and I were really able to enjoy the season without recovering from the wedding and honeymoon. It was truly a time for family and counting our blessings.

Not to mention the fact that I am ridiculously spoiled and got practically every gift I ever wanted. However, as fabulous as all those gifts were, that wasn't what made (or makes) Christmas so great. You could have taken all those wonderful gifts away, and it still would have been one of the best ever. Yes, I sound like a broken record, but I have THE BEST family.

One of the highlights of the Christmas festivities? The hubs, my sister's boyfriend, and my cousins randomly breaking out into song with a slew of Christmas carols. We're talking about some heavily baritoned, linebacker-esque men passionately singing about Rudolph and Silent Night's.

And, Gracie made an appearance in her Christmas outfit.
In between Christmas and New Year's I celebrated my "golden" birthday with friends and family at Jive and Wail's new location in St. Charles.

Because I am one of those "in between Christmas and New Year's" birthdays, I am used to keeping them pretty low key. Or at least I was prior to meeting my husband, who always makes sure to make a big deal out of them (i.e. our surprise trip to NYC two years ago). In any case, due to the years of not much hoopla, I always feel so special when family and friends come out in honor of my birth.

New Year's Eve was another one of the "best ever". We decided not to go out this year and headed over to a friends house IN SWEATPANTS (YES!!) for a fabulous dinner and an evening of cocktails and games. We had a blast and finally succumbed to sleep around 3 a.m. So much more fun than the big "to do" that usually surrounds New Year's. I may never go out again!

Then, without much recovery time, we had my cousins wedding on January 3rd at the Foundry Art Center in St. Charles. It was a lot of fun and per usual, the hubby and I danced our asses off.

Unfortunately, amidst all of the joy we had some sorrow. My uncle passed away on January 2nd when lung cancer finally got the best of him. Tragically, it was the fourth brother that my father (and his siblings) has lost in his lifetime and the fourth child for my 90-year-old grandmother. No family deserves that much pain, and while I won't get into all of it on here please remember to tell those you care about what they mean to you. He wanted so badly to make it to Christmas, and thankfully he was strong enough to spend some quality time with those he loved.

I plan on being around much more in the upcoming weeks as life is beginning to get back to normal, so thank you all for still hanging around. I hope everyone's holiday season was an enjoyable one.

18 Days...

2008-12-22T13:42:00.008-06:00

That's how long it's been since I last posted. What can I say, folks? I've been super busy with the holidays, slightly stressed, and there just hasn't been any room for blogging on the "to do" list. I promise I'll get better once the craziness has subsided. But until then...

Last year, Christmas was even busier for Josh and I. I mean, we didn't return from our honeymoon until the day before Thanksgiving, so between wedding thank you cards, buying and wrapping presents, and post wedding recovery in general, the holidays just flew by. We didn't even get the tree up last year.

So when the holidays rolled around this year, I was so excited to enjoy it to the fullest. I got all of our shopping done early, bought a new tree (actually Josh gets credit for this one), stockings and other goodies, baked cookies, etc. It has been blissful. And, throughout all of it, I think my favorite thing has been spending quiet time in our festive home with my husband. There's just something about sitting quietly with a glass of wine and enjoying each others' company, with the soft twinkling lights of the tree and an abundance of wrapped presents at your feet, that is so cozy and peaceful.

Our brand new Douglas Fir that Josh got a steal on at Lowe's.

Our secondary "pop-up" tree. (Literally, it pops up like a slinky and is the most fabulous thing ever!)

Nothing beats a beautifully wrapped present.

Our kitchen table set-up.

Our overflowing mantle - new stockings, garland and Christmas cards on display.

Just a little over 48 hours until the Christmas festivities begin!

Christmas Wish List

2008-12-02T09:16:00.006-06:00

I am happy to say that I have bought almost all of our Christmas gifts already. I only have four left to buy and I know exactly what I'm getting - the purchasing just has yet to take place. So...since I'm just about done with everyone else, I can take a moment to think about what I am hoping to unwrap this holiday season. And, my husband would be grateful to have an idea as well ;). So here goes...

1.) New yoga pants and capris for working out. The pairs that I currently own have seen better days and in this cold weather shorts just won't cut it. Victoria's Secret is my brand of choice because they come in long lengths (34 and 36" inseam! - in jeans I would go for the 36", but for tennis shoes the 34" seem to work just fine for me). Size medium please :).

2.) Pajama pants - can you tell these are the things that I never actually bother to buy for myself? In addition to VS, I've noticed that Old Navy is now selling pajama pants in tall (although they are sold out of medium tall right now).

3.) Shoes - a girl can always use more shoes. I don't have a pair of flat boots (black, purple, gray?? I love them all). And wouldn't you know, they're almost $30 cheaper on Zappos.

I love this new bootie trend, but can't decide if I would wear them. I LOVE these and they come in black and my size, 9.

4.) I have looked high and low for a pair of skinny jeans to wear with just such boots and have had a hard time finding ones I love that aren't super expensive. I just don't know if I would wear them enough to justify the designer price tag. Although, these Paige Premium Denim ones are perfect.

5.) I could put some Coach gift cards to good use, as I have been lusting after this classic Coach wallet for awhile.
And, this Signature Zoe is the perfect black bag with silver details that I have been searching for.

6.) And lastly, as a girl who LOVES to read ,more books are always a good gift. After looking over Amazon's list of best books for 2008, I think I've come up with some selections.

I love a good psychological thriller and In The Woods by Tana French, and her follow-up The Likeness, seem like they fit the bill.

I've had Beautiful Boy: A Father's Journey Through His Son's Addiction on my "to read" list for awhile now.
To satisfy my chick lit craving, I think Chasing Harry Winston would work.

I could use a great Italian cookbook too. Anyone have some suggestions?

Only three weeks until Christmas... What are you asking for?

Edited to add:

The Top Chef cookbook. I saw this last night at Target and it took some major willpower not to buy it.

I have been dying for a black and white swing coat. I love both of these options from Forever 21 (in a large - F21 normally runs on the small side).

Okay, I think that's really it this time :).

Even Little Girls Love Heels...

2008-11-30T12:30:00.000-06:00

After taking off my nearly 5" heels on Thanksgiving, my adorable niece got her hands (or should I say feet) on them.

Not even two-years-old and what great taste she has :).

Ice Cream Pumpkin Pie in Pictures

2008-11-28T12:06:00.006-06:00

Previously, I shared my recipe for Ice Cream Pumpkin Pie with all of you. I made it again for Thanksgiving, and this time, I remembered to take pictures of the process.

The pumpkin, brown sugar, cinnamon, nutmeg, salt and ginger combined.

Adding the ice cream.
Fully mixed.
Poured into the graham cracker crusts.
Spread evenly with a spatula.
Place into the freezer.

The trick with this recipe is to add the cream slightly softened, but not to let it get soupy. Just keep stirring until it's fully blended. It re-freezes much better if it doesn't liquify too much and makes for a much creamier pie. (And, this time I bought a 1.75 quart container of ice cream and prepared exactly as written).

I hope everyone had a wonderful Thanksgivine!

Chicago Trip - Part Two

2008-11-24T12:53:00.005-06:00

Once Josh and I had gotten our full of the Field Museum, the rain had stopped and we decided to take in a bit more of the city. We ended up at the Rock Bottom Brewery for a couple of beers and a bite to eat. They only serve their own microbrews which were pretty heavy on the hops. I think it's the type of beer that a connoisseur would love, but after a few I was feeling the need to scrape my tongue. A "chewing the beer" sensation if you will. The bartender was a really nice guy and we enjoyed some good conversation before heading back to the hotel for a little cat nap before our evening began.

Friday night, we had tickets to see Jersey Boys. We had awesome seats, and the show was just phenomenal!! The cast was amazing and Cory Grant who played Frankie Valli was crazy good! Such a unique voice and he made everything sound just as good as the original. So many good tunes - Walk Like a Man, Sherry, Big Girls Don't Cry, and Can't Take My Eyes Off of You to name a few.

The show let out at about 11:30, and being an old married couple we decided to head back to the hotel and get a good night's sleep for our last full day in the Windy City.

We were up bright and early on Saturday morning, ready to tackle a full day of shopping. Believe it or not, we had yet to buy anything. Armed with a Starbucks, we started out at the largest Forever 21 I have ever seen on Michigan Ave. It was at least 4 times the size of any Forever 21 in St. Louis, similar to an actual department store complete with a massive escalator. After walking the expanse of both floors, Josh even commented on how he couldn't believe "how freaking huge this place is". Always the doting husband, Josh relaxed for an hour and a half (!!!) while I took my time perusing the shopping mecca.

Thanking Josh for his patience, we then checked out the three-floored Banana Republic, Cole Haan and Niketown. I did a quick pass through the eight floors of Water Tower Place mall and the equally large Macy's. Oh, how I wish I'd had more time to explore further.

By 2:00 we were pretty hungry, having put nothing in our stomach but Starbucks, and headed over to Gino's East for some pizza.

What can I say except for Best. Pizza. Ever!!! Oh, how I wish we would have ordered more than a small pizza so we could have had leftovers. We each had two slices, and I can't imagine that anyone can eat more than that. As my first experience of true Chicago deep dish pizza (in Chicago) it did not disappoint - just fantastic.

We headed out of Gino's for more shopping and exploring. That's the new Trump Tower on the right.

Josh with some of our loot.

The second self-portrait of the weekend, courtesy of Josh.

We walked by Gucci, Prada, Filene's Basement and other infamous stores. I bought some shoes and we picked up a North Face jacket for Josh. At about 4:30 we decided to finally try to get up to the Signature Lounge of the John Hancock Building for a drink. Yeah...it would have been smart NOT to wait until Saturday for this one. There was a pretty big line and they weren't currently letting anyone upstairs because they were at full capacity. Guess we'll have to try again on our next trip...

So, we walked across the street to the hotel restaurant to rest our feet and unwind with a couple of cocktails. When the time came, we headed up to the room to change for dinner and grabbed a cab to David Burke's Primehouse at the James Hotel.

What a happening place! We arrived at 7:45 for our 8:00 reservation and were told they were running behind, so we headed to the bustling bar area. Thankfully, two seats opened up and we made ourselves comfortable. I knew we were in Chicago when two Grey Goose and diet sodas with lime were $24.00. Yikes! We ordered the kobe beef sliders as an appetizer, and they were YUMMY! After another half hour, our table still wasn't ready and the manager brings over a crab appetizer on the house. That was a certainly nice touch.

At about 8:45 the hostess finally comes over to seat us. To be honest, with the nice ambiance at the bar, yummy drinks and appetizers (one of those complimentary) I didn't really mind the wait. And, upon arriving at our table (a romantic booth on the edge of the room) we were greeted by our wonderfully kind and attentive server. Fresh bread was brought, salads and a bottle of wine ordered - we were content.

Josh ordered the wedge salad which he declared the best of its kind he had ever had, and I ordered the Caesar salad that was prepared tableside. We went with the sommelier's recommendation of the 2004 Napa Valley D Cubed Zinfandel - it was a great choice and complimented our steaks perfectly.

Josh ordered the bone-in filet mignon and I had the classic filet - both were fabulous. Josh enjoyed his side of mushrooms, but my side of cavatelli (which actually looked like macaroni out of a box) was only so-so. We were too stuffed for dessert. Overall, the food (the steaks and salads in particular) and atmosphere were stellar and we would definitely go back.

Ironically, the super sweet couple sitting next to us was celebrating their 17-year anniversary (as compared to our first) and they offered to take a picture of us (number three for the weekend) to document the occasion. They declared Capital Grille their favorite restaurant in Chicago for a steak (note to self for next time).

Drunk and full, we headed back to the hotel for our last night of slumber in the beautiful city.

Sunday morning we were up at 7:30, and while I was anxious to do some more shopping, nothing opened until 11:00 am. After weighing our options of killing time for the next four hours or getting a jump on our drive home we decided to head out. We drove through the quiet city on a calm Sunday morning and headed back to reality and laundry.

Chicago, I love you, and I can't wait to visit again.

Chicago Trip - Part One

2008-11-21T10:49:00.011-06:00

After taking a few days to recover... I have a recap of our anniversary trip to Chi-town. Josh had already been a few times, but I was a virgin to the fabulous city and so excited to check it out.

We decided to drive up and arrived at around 2:00 pm on Thursday. Our room wasn't quite ready at the Westin, so we walked around Michigan Ave. and Rush St. seeing the sights and getting our bearings. We stopped at Tavern on Rush for some calamari to hold us over until dinner and a few beers as we enjoyed the scenery of Rush St.

Then, we headed to our room at the Westin - Michigan Ave. which is situated right next to the John Hancock Building. The room was cozy with the Westin "heavenly bed" that Josh and I have come to find irresistible.

And, we had an awesome view of Lakeshore Drive and Lake Michigan. My pathetic attempt to get some photos.

We quickly changed our clothes for dinner and headed out. We decided to have drinks at Lux Bar because it looked like fun, and was very close to where we were headed for dinner. Once our reservation time arrived, we took the short walk to Carmine's for some sustenance.

What can I say about Carmine's except Oh. My. God. The food was incredible!! Thank you so much Kate for the recommendation. I would describe it as classic italian - comfortable atmosphere, hearty food and great service. And, should I mention that I think I ate a loaf of their French bread all by myself? For an entree, I had their homemade cavetelli in what was the best marinara sauce I've ever had. Josh had another pasta dish, but I was too engrossed in mine to pay much attention. Stuffed from dinner, we decided to head back to the hotel and get a good night's sleep for our first full day in the Windy City.

The next morning, I took some more pictures of our view.

A couple of the highrises nearby had some insane outdoor living spaces.

It was drizzling on Friday morning, so we decided it would be a great time to spend some time indoors. Before that, however, we needed some food. It was about 11:00 am, and both Josh and I decided we felt more like a juicy burger than breakfast food, so we headed over to The Billy Goat Tavern. What a cool place!

It is kind of a hole in the wall, but that is also part of it's charm. It is located underneath Michigan Ave. and to me, was a cross between a diner and a dive bar.

We parked it at the bar and learned how the ordering process works. There is a big counter behind which are the chefs. You place your order (two double cheeseburgers with bacon for us), they throw the burgers on the grill and start yelling "Cheezborger, Cheezborger" ala Dan Akroyd, Bill Murray and John Belushi.

Yeah... That might have been the best burger I've ever had. They are really thin similar to Steak n' Shake (hence the double order) on a toasted kaiser roll with crispy bacon. Just yummy!

However, the one and only disappointment about Billy Goat Tavern... They do NOT serve French fries!!! Are you kidding me!?! I cannot have a burger without French fries. Let's just put it out there, I am a French fry queen. I'll pass on the ice cream for some crispy salted fries. They are my weakness. However, despite this glaring oversight on the part of good ole Billy Goat, it was an awesome exprience. The burger more than made up for it.

Since the weather was still questionable, we decided it was the perfect time to check out some of Chicago's more cultural options, so we headed over to the Field Museum which is nothing short of gorgeous.

We were greated by some mastadons.

And, Sue, the T-Rex. She happens to be the most complete T-Rex skeleton at 90% complete. Super cool to see up close.

Then, we checked out the Ancient Egypt exhibit. Mummies were abundant.

We spent a couple of hours walking through the various exhibits - the "Ancient Americas" and such. On our way out, Josh attempted to get (one of the few) pictures of us in the gorgeous lobby.

Luckily, a gentleman took pity on Josh straining to get a photo and offered to take one for us.

More on the rest of our trip to Chicago to come in Part Two.

Belated Mizzou Homecoming

2008-11-12T10:38:00.010-06:00

Okay, so Mizzou's Homecoming was what...3 weeks ago. Yeah, I'm a little behind. Like I said, I haven't been in the "blogging" mood lately. But, I digress...

Let me start off by saying I am not a Mizzou alumni. Actually, no one in my family is. However, my baby sister is currently a junior at Mizzou, is insanely involved in everything (Greek life, the J school, a crapload of extracurriculars, etc.), and we have all been having such a good time reaping the benefits of her involvement.

One of her biggest accomplishments over the past year, has been her acceptance and involvement with the 2008 Homecoming Steering Committee. As the largest student-run homecoming in the United States, you can imagine what an honor this is. And, lucky for all of us, we were able to bask in the glory of her accomplishments and celebrate at Mizzou that weekend.

One of our first activities was the parade at 8:00 am. Becky and the rest of her team rode in a firetruck throwing candy, while the rest of us looked on.

The fam awaiting the fire truck's appearance.

Here she comes... She's on there somewhere :).

The guest of honor with my parents.

From there, we headed to the hotel to make sure everyone was bundled up for the rest of the day and evening. Then, we were off to tailgate with the rest of our friends/family who were up for the weekend. Just a note... It was about 11:00 am. The game started at 5:30 pm. That's about 6 hours of tailgating. Just keep that in mind, when viewing some of the pics below.

Right after we arrived - some pics of our group enjoying the beautiful weather.

Towards the end of our tailgating (this is where knowledge of time is helpful), I had been taking a ton of pictures and we started having a little fun with them. We are snapping one of Josh and I with my sister and her boyfriend, when someone says "prom pictures" randomly. So we strike the "prom picture" pose.Uh...our prom picture couples train??? :)

Now, this starts a whole series of random photos and posing. We moved onto "senior pictures". Mike went first.

Jessie jumped in for one.

Uh...getting creative??

And, my favorite of the day. The boys posing ruggedly against the brick wall. Josh is throwing in a bit of "gangsta" flavor as well.

We were obviously feeling pretty good, and some of us decided to relive our college days by shotgunning a beer.

Joshy's still got it.

After copious amounts of fun and consumption, we headed off to the game.

Shooting with my zoom to the max trying to get a shot of Becky out on the field during halftime.

Mizzou killed Colorado and we left the game a smidge early to make it back to the cars. A massive dance party ensued in the middle of the parking lot, but unfortunately, I was too busy participating to get a shot of my husband's dance moves. We went out for a few more drinks before crashing after our 16 hour day.

We dragged ourselves to a Homecoming breakfast the next morning, spent some more time with family and headed back home. It was such an amazing weekend and I was so unbelievably proud of my little sister. She is one of the most focused, driven and ambitious people I've ever met. Hopefully, we'll get to do it again next year :).

Happy Anniversary to Me

2008-11-10T15:47:00.003-06:00

Hello all! I apologize for my infrequent posting as late. I just haven't been in the mood lately. I'm all "meh" about blogging. But, I promise I'll work on it. Maybe it's the weather...

But today, ladies and gentleman, is my one year wedding anniversary. Yay for us! On one hand, it seems like so long ago and yet, it also feels like just yesterday.

I am so incredibly blessed to be married to my best friend and a truly amazing human being. Here's to the first of many. I love you, Joshy!

I Am a Huge Dork...

2008-11-03T09:37:00.002-06:00

Either that or a pre-pubescent 15-year-old girl, because I love, love, LOVE this song.

And, I love David Archuleta. Don't hate. Come on, you know it's catchy :).

Some Favorites

2008-10-29T14:25:00.001-05:00

LyndsAU over at All Things Fluffy, tagged me (although its taken me a while to get to it) to name some of my favorite things. So, here goes:

Clothes:

This is hard for me to narrow down because I am an equal opportunity shopper - I go EVERYWHERE. So when having to pick just one, I think that I consistently shop at Forever 21 the most. Inexpensive pieces and a huge selection. Don't get me wrong some of their stuff is crap, but if you're willing to look for it, the hidden gems are there.

Furniture:

This is difficult because Josh and I haven't done a ton of furniture shopping since we've been together. He had a lot of pieces before me (thank God he has good taste) and we've really only purchased a new kitchen table (Warehouse of Dinettes) and bedroom furniture for the guest bedroom (Shermag through an interior designer friend). So...I'll go with furniture that I often admire and want the most which is Crate & Barrel.

City:

Josh and I love, love, love to travel but if I have to pick just one I'll go with Napa, California. Our honeymoon here was the trip of a lifetime and I cannot wait to go back.

Sweets:

I am so not a sweet person. I'll take French fries or something salty as a splurge anyday over a sweet. However, if I must, I'll go with shortbread cookies - so buttery they just melt in your mouth.

Drink:

This is almost impossible to decide. Alcoholic, non-alcoholic? I'll go with a Miller Lite.

Music:

Another hard one. I love lots of things, some of which are totally random and un-cool. I am so NOT a music snob. John Mayer is a favorite.

TV Series:

It's coming back on November 12th! Top Chef.

Film:

I never get sick of The Devil Wears Prada.

Workout:

Step aerobics is the best cardio ever!

Pastry:

Another sweets one?!? A cinnamon crunch bagel from Bread Co./Panera.

Coffee:

No contest a Starbucks venti skinny (sugar free syrup and skim milk) vanilla latte.

Nothing Beats...

2008-10-23T10:24:00.009-05:00

A girls' night.

And, this past Friday I was lucky to have one with my sister and a good friend from college who has just recently moved to St. Louis. We all got together to celebrate the fact that we can now see Leanne more often than someone's wedding every 6 months to a year.

We hung out in the Central West End and visited Sub Zero Vodka Bar, Bar Louie, and Mandarin. We jumped from place to place, drank lots of cocktails and had an awesome time. For whatever reason, my camera was out in FULL FORCE on Friday night, so why not share some of the debauchery with my blog readers. Yes, these are extremely embarassing, but what the hell?

First and foremost, I would like to introduce the "bathroom photo shoot". It occurs when a group of women visit the bathroom together and while you're waiting for one or two people to finish, rather than standing around you whip out the camera. Oh, and I must give credit where credit is due - Sarah, yes, you are the originator of the bathroom photo shoot. Good times, girl, good times...

Do you think we should audition for America's Next Top Model?

Workin' that wall!!
Throwing in a little gangsta flavor.

Leanne's scarf becomes a great prop.

The pictures continue out in the bar.

Jessie, I love you so much!

I love Leanne too!

WTF??? Just look at Jessie's face in this one and try not to laugh.

Huh???

As you can see a good time was had by all. Even if our maturity level dropped a few points in the process. Here's to having awesome friends that allow you to behave like a total idiot when the mood strikes. Love you guys...

The Obsession Has Ended

2008-10-21T14:08:00.004-05:00

On Sunday, I finished the fourth and final installment of the Twilight series, Breaking Dawn and I have to be honest, I'm so sad it's over. I don't know that I've ever had such an attachment to two fictional characters. Namely, Edward and Bella. There love story is so compelling.

I realize that I may sound completely deranged to those of you who have yet to be drawn in by this series, but let me just say, "don't knock it til you try it". While I'm sure there are some people in the world who aren't madly in love with these books, I'm willing to bet you are in the miniscule minority.

I have absorbed every single piece of literature on the series that is out there. This includes Stephenie Meyer's portion of Midnight Sun (Twilight from Edward's point of view - oh God, how I wish she would finish it) and every single excerpt, outtake and extra from all four books that she has so graciously put up on her website.

I won't go into details of the books or why Breaking Dawn was hands down my absolute favorite of the series, so as not to spoil it for anyone else, but let me offer a few words of advice on things to consider before starting this addicting series.

1.) You will develop an intense crush on a fictional vampire. I dare you to try and avoid it. I'm not even kidding. Don't judge. Try it for yourself.

2.) Your husband and those closest to you will become annoyed with your unexplainable obsession. He may often utter, "where did my wife go?"

3.) You are interested in little else than picking the book(s) back up. Your favorite t.v. shows, extracurricular activities and even making time to eat become secondary to reading just a little bit more.

4.) You risk sounding completely insane to those around you who have not read the books and in no way understand your obsession.

5.) Those who have read it and loved it totally understand where you're coming from. Thank God, someone does...

I only hope that someday Stephenie Meyer will re-visit our favorite vampire clan. Until then, at least I have the movie(s) to look forward to.

Edited to add: Rhonda noted herself the wonderful weight loss effects that this series can have on an individual. See, it's not just me.

Ice Cream Pumpkin Pie

2008-10-14T11:03:00.004-05:00

With fall upon us, and so many craving all things pumpkin, I thought I would share my ice cream pumpkin pie recipe. I made it this weekend, and it was as good as I remember. It is so incredibly easy and quite the crowd pleaser.

INGREDIENTS:

1 can pumpkin

2 quart container of vanilla ice cream

1 cup brown sugar

1 teaspoon each salt, cinammon, nutmeg, and ginger

2 pre-made graham cracker crusts

DIRECTIONS:

Mix together the pumpkin, brown sugar, salt, cinammon, nutmeg and ginger. Stir in the ice cream until well blended. Pour the pumpkin mixture into the two graham cracker crusts, cover and place into the freezer overnight. The next day, you simply cut and serve with a dollop of whipped cream.

Note: I actually bought a tub of Breyer's vanilla ice cream that I noticed when I got home was 1.5 quarts instead of two. I used the same measurements on everything, but went slightly lighter on the brown suger (and added an extra teaspoon of cinammon, just because I like it). Use your judgement, but it still tasted wonderful.

Nasty Side Effects of Vodka

2008-10-12T12:39:00.004-05:00

1.) The "wow, that snuck up on me" realization. I am quite suddenly aware that my ass is wasted and I need to get home right away, before I am physically unable to do so.

2.) The fight or flight disappearing act. Upon the above realization, I can no longer do anything but grab my purse and head for the hills. All of my social graces go out the window, and I find the closest cab to get me home as soon as possible - while I still remember where home is. Yes, this entails leaving before telling those I'm with where I am going. ::hangs head in shame::

3.) The comatose state. I pass out, dead to the world and vaguely aware of anything around me. But not before locking the front door to my sister's house while I am snugly inside WITH HER KEYS. This may or may not involve her coming home only to bang on the door of her house incessantly in an attempt to wake my drunk ass up. Sitting on the cold concrete stoop of her OWN house, while waiting for her boyfriend to come home and let her in may have also occurred.

4.) The panic. My sister "thinks" I am inside her house, but cannot be sure since I haven't talked to her since about midnight when she handed over her keys. I'm not answering her thundering banging on the door... Am I in there? Did I make it home? Where could I be? In her worry, she speaks with her boyfriend (who starts to head toward home) and my husband. Needless to say, Josh calls my phone quite a few times and leaves quite a few messages worried sick about his wife. The shame spiral continues...

God love my husband, my sister and my sister's boyfriend. They were way more understanding about the whole thing than any normal person would be. I'm lucky they like me a lot.

Consider this a public service announcement. Every once in a while, I need a reminder about why I stay away from the vodka unless a huge meal is involved to counteract its effects. Next time, I'll stick with beer.

French Collection Installment #4

2008-10-10T12:30:00.003-05:00

I give you Bastille My Heart.

It is a deep burgundy blood red (actually darker in person than these pictures show).

I think it's the perfect "winter" red and I LOVE it (what else is new, though ;)).

Eeek!!

2008-10-10T11:56:00.002-05:00

The new Twilight trailer came out today. Check it out here (my space) or here (you tube).

I am officially OBSESSED!!

It's Hee-ere!!

2008-10-09T12:11:00.008-05:00

What is you ask? Only the sweetest fall nectar known to man... The Pumpkin Spice Ale from Trailhead Brewing Company. I dare you to try it and not want to come back for more. Josh and I live for this every single fall. It is utterly delicious. Light on calories? Probably not. But, delicious just the same. Given our obvious infatuation, you can imagine how excited we were to hear that they were bringing it out Friday, October 4th. We didn't make it out on Friday, but after finishing some errands on Saturday morning (and me being anxious to get outside and enjoy the weather) we headed over to Trailhead for some pumpkin sampling. We were scheduled to head over to my parents later that evening for chili and the Mizzou game, but had a few hours to kill.

It was as good as I remember. Not overly pumpkin-y or as straight-up pumpkin flavor as the O'Fallon Brewery version. Trailhead's pumpkin ale has a stronger cinnamon and nutmeg flavor which I LOVE!! Trust me on this... Try. It.

So, Josh and I are sitting at the bar, enjoying each other's company and sipping our favorite beer, when I spy a familiar face across the bar. It was Matt and Meghan!! I mean, what are the chances?!?! I had only met Meghan once and had never met her husband, Matt, but upon recognizing them, I immediately ran over to say hello.

No, I didn't harass Meghan and Matt into taking some pictures for the blog, but Josh and I spent some time hanging out with the two of them and I can say that they?? Rock. I love running into "internet friends" out in the real world and realizing that they (and their spouses) are as cool as you hoped they would be. And, ask the two Trailhead newbies what they thought of the illustrious pumpkin brew... I think they loved it.

A few hours after our arrival, it was time to head over to my Mom and Dad's for the game, so we said good bye to our new friends took off. Not before getting two growlers of pumpkin beer to go, though. Yes, folks you can buy glass jugs of beer to go. Heaven...

At my parents' house, I think all of the "pumpkins" finally caught up with me :).

Just a short little resting of my eyes before the game was about to begin. Josh is no stranger to my well documented drunken naps.

At least Gracie was comfy.

Don't worry, though, I didn't miss much of the game. My nap was short-lived, and I was able to enjoy the Mizzou win.

Would you be shocked if I told you that after spending a few hours at Trailhead on Saturday that we went back with more friends on Sunday?? Well, we did. I am telling you, ladies and gentleman, the Pumpkin brew at Trailhead brings people out of the woodwork around here.

Notice both Josh and I sporting the glasses. Obvious it had already been a pretty long weekend.

The girls.
The boys.

Our group as it grew later into the afternoon.

The guy in the blue on the far right? Yeah, he is one of the managers. They know us well down there.

And, one very interesting fact that I learned after John (the original Trailhead brewer and recipe creator of the Pumpkin Spice Ale - he now consults for them, but isn't on staff full time) sat next to me at the bar... You can find his almost identical recipe for the Pumpkin beer at Augusta Brewing Co. and Square One Brewery.

Those two places actually serve the 100 percent original recipe, as Trailhead uses a different malt base than the other two. So, if Trailhead isn't convenient for you, maybe one of the other two breweries are...

Yes, It Was That Good

2008-10-07T09:53:00.004-05:00

Phenomenal, actually.

Due to a 2 hour wait at the doctor's office yesterday (don't ask), and being so engrossed in the book that I couldn't wait to get home from work and pick it back up...I read the whole thing in one day. Yeah...a 500 plus page book on a Monday. Random I know, but I just couldn't put it down.

It probably helped that I had no expectations, whatsoever. And, I actually hate jumping on the "everbody's reading it" bandwagon, so I resisted picking it up for awhile. However, I must say I'm glad I did, and I can't wait to start the second book. I can only the hope that the movie doesn't disappoint, although ones of this nature (book to movie) so often do.

And, look here to read about how the adorable Stephanie Meyer, stay at home mom, woke up one morning after a vivid dream to begin writing the story that is now Twilight.

"Propelled by suspense and romance in equal parts [this story] will keep readers madly flipping the pages of Meyer's tantalizing debut."-Publishers Weekly (starred review)

High Heels and Sweatshirts

5 Months Old

Updates

If You Pray...

Four Months Old

Arizona Help

The Wedding of the Year

You Know You're a Mom...

10 Weeks Post Partum

Olivia's First Easter

The Best Part of My Day

Bath Time

Breastfeeding Miscellany

Over Supply...

Bliss...

Post Partum Tidbits

Proud Mama!

Birth Story - Part Two

Birth Story - Part One

She's Here!

40 Weeks and Some Progress

39 Weeks

Well Stocked

32 & 33 Weeks

Catch Up...

Chocolate Chip Pumpkin Bread

28 Weeks

Apple Pie Rave

25 Weeks

Finally...

Today I'm Wearing...

A Piece of Pi

21 Weeks

Nursery Ideas

It's a Girl! - Part Two

It's a Girl!!!!

The Perfect Gift...

18 weeks...

Things I Am Loving Today...

When You're the Only Sober One...

15 Weeks...

I'm Obsessed...

Some Pics...

Some Updates...

I Demand a Redo!

Set Your DVRS!

Happy 21st!!

Monday Miscellany

Today I'm Wearing...

Eight is Great

Our Humble Abode

And, Did I Mention...

I'm Ba-ack!!

Interview - Part Two

Interview Moi??? - Part One

I'm Alive...

For My Valentine

In My Bag...

Interesting Fashion Choice...

Some Black and White Fun

The Perfect Blush

The Biggest Crier

I Love Sales...

To Wear or Not to Wear...

Friday Randomness

We Have Fun Friends...

Catch Up!

18 Days...

Recommended Reading

Christmas Wish List

Even Little Girls Love Heels...

Ice Cream Pumpkin Pie in Pictures

Chicago Trip - Part Two

Chicago Trip - Part One

Belated Mizzou Homecoming

Happy Anniversary to Me

I Am a Huge Dork...

Some Favorites

Nothing Beats...

The Obsession Has Ended